You read the title. I want a break-No let me rephrase that- I NEED a break from everything. The stress, the people, the pressure, I want everything to go away. At least JUST for a while. I am mentally and physically tired of everything. My world has been slowly turning upside down for absolutely no reason and if there is a reason I haven't found it yet. I have never felt like this before until recently. The smallest thing make me upset. I'm laughing a minute and crying the other. Jealous and then fine with it. Angry then scared. Happy then sad. And all in the same second, I'm not asking for pity nor attention. It's like every day is an endless cycle, like a hamster on those training balls. And I'm tired and sick of feeling like this. I want the chains to break so bad, but that won't happen. I'm tired of putting a mask on every day just to make others feel better. I have always wanted to see people smile. But I always forgot that I need to make myself smile. Make myself happy. Put me first for once. But there is no one to support that and people think I'm being greedy by just feeling this way. I want to feel myself be healthy, to be me for once a fucking while and not have to worry about what others think about it. I want a small break from all of that. Could you guys... *Falls to knees* please I'm begging, grant me this small wish?
