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I told myself that would better myself before falling in love again...or just getting into another relationship...Apparently I can't even wait to try and better myself before falling in love with some chic on my bus...She seems sweet...her voice is cute...! But I already know I'm not gonna be good enough for her...She probably likes boys..Just like every other female at my school...But...That's bad for me...because there's no chance to find someone who's like me...besides...I can't even talk to a girl...little the less try to confess to the girl...! I barely know her tho..and my heads telling me it's true love...but my hearts saying it's not gonna happen...I'm still a hot mess tho...staying up later than I should, drinking lemonade like it's alcohol, making the pain go away..but still feeling worse than the day before...why am I even writing this bullshit..? For the attention...? I surely couldn't answer the question since I don't even know why I do what I do or say what I say...I'm just gonna drink my lemonade and listen to Alec Benjamin and Lund...maybe I'll listen to MISSO too..their music makes me feel better...sometimes...well..uh..bye...
