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We all remember Jayden...correct..? Yeah well...at RAM Ellis said something to him about me liking him thinking I had told him....Next think I know, him, Melya(of friend of his and myself), and Ellis where with me at the pole. Jayden was sitting next me. Oh I that's when I got scared...he asks.."Is it true?" I'm like "Yes" then we all had to line up. I ruffled his hair as always...and he said only his girlfriend was allowed to touch his hair. Excuse..? I just wanted to cry....I just wanted to yell at him...when we were all back in homeroom I asked who his girlfriend was he said "Her names Julie, she goes to Buford" After my damn exploratory's I just sat in my seat trying not to cry....Ellis was trying to get the girls full name since a friend of hers goes to the same school as Julie..Jayden wouldn't give Ellis her name....Then I heard words as clear as day. "I won't let you hurt my baby girl." He really cares for that girl...I thought he cared for me a whole damn lot....but the cares way more for her....he really loves that girl...I'll slowly let myself drift away from by ignoring him....it's not because I'm upset at him for having a girlfriend...not his fault....I liked him.....I'm only gonna do it because I can't bare to stay close to someone who I'd tried giving my heart to....I simply see no hope for me...but I know I can't ignore him. I can't even stand looking away from those beautiful eyes of his...and yeah..it's unhealthy for me to still like him....but that means it was just as unhealthy liking him in the first place.....besides why would he even like me back...? I'm just a bitch with a broken heart...
