Y/N knocked on the hotel door, sighing when she heard quick footsteps. Y/N smiled softly when Vanessa opened the door with red eyes, tears running down her cheek, and a red face. Her breath staggering as she tries to calm herself down.
Y/N pulled Vanessa into her arms and rubbed her back comfortingly. "I'm here baby girl." Y/N whispered as Vanessa cried into her shoulder. Y/N walked them back into the hotel room and closed the door. She lifted Vanessa and moved towards the bed, laying down. Vanessa held Y/N tightly as her sobs got louder.
"Baby, look at me." Y/N whispered. Vanessa slowly looked up, her eyes bloodshot and puffy, her face red, and her nose stuffy. "She wouldn't want you upset like this. I know it's hard not to be but she's always wanted you to be happy. Why don't we take a shower, go get snacks, and watch all your favorite movies, including the boring romantics you love? How does that sound?" Y/N questioned. "Sounds good." She mumbled. "Good now lets go." Y/N smiled.
Vanessa and Y/N made their way to the bathroom and Y/N started the shower. She turned around to see Vanessa wiping her makeup off but more tears started building up. "Baby girl." Y/N sighed. She walked over to Vanessa and took the makeup remover wipes from her and started cleaning her face.
"You are so damn beautiful, even if your face is all red and your eyes are puffy from crying. You will always be so fucking beautiful. Now, I want you to stop crying and remember the good times baby. We'll get through this." Y/N spoke softly. She cupped Vanessa's cheeks and stared into her eyes. "We will get through this." Y/N stated.
Vanessa nodded her head and Y/N kissed her forehead before helping Vanessa out of her clothes. Y/N let Vanessa get into the shower as she started getting undressed. She climbed in and Vanessa turned and wrapped her arms around Y/N's waist, laying her head on her chest, just wanting t be held. Y/N wrapped he arms around the Danish's shoulders and just held her, both of them not really worried about actually showering at the moment.
"I love you" Vanessa mumbled. Y/N kept quiet and nodded her head, leaning down and kissing the top of Vanessa's head, wanting her to know she knew. "Let's start getting cleaned up before the water starts getting cold." Y/N spoke after a couple more minutes of hugging. Vanessa nodded her head and turned so she was underneath the shower head. Y/N bit her lip as Vanessa's arms lifted above her head and her chest was fully exposed.
She had to control herself because this was a sensitive moment for Vanessa and she didn't want to take advantage of her. It would be wrong of her to do. Vanessa's head falling back as she let the water go through her curls. Y/N grabbed the shampoo and moved closer to the tanned woman. "Turn around" Y/N softly said. Vanessa opened her eyes and nodded her head, doing as Y/N said.
Y/N massaged the shampoo into Vanessa's scalp and bit her lip at the strawberry and coconut smell that Vanessa always brought with her. Y/N stopped and turned Vanessa around, letting her wash the soap out of her hair. She looked down, not wanting Vanessa to feel uncomfortable.
Vanessa looked at Y/N as she finished washing the soap out. She smiled as she realized that Y/N was trying to be respectful. "Your turn" She spoke. Y/N looked up and smiled, nodding here head.
Time Skip
Y/N pulled Vanessa into her as they laid down on the hotel bed, watching Vanessa's favorite movie. "What should we get to eat?" Vanessa spoke up as they turned and looked at the cart of food and the snacks they had went and picked up. "You can start with anything you want. All of this is for you." Y/N answered. Vanessa sat up and looked at the snacks, debating on what she wants first.
Y/N found herself admiring Vanessa's side profile. Y/N bit her lip as she thought about how beautiful the Danish woman was. How she felt bad for only using Vanessa at the beginning of their friendship. "I'm sorry" Y/N spoke. Vanessa turned her head and looked at Y/N strangely.
"About?" She questioned. "How poorly I treat you. You deserve better." Y/n sighed out as she looked down. Vanessa chuckled at how Y/N looked as if she just got scolded. "You worry too much." Vanessa spoke. She turned and straddled Y/N's waist. Her hands caressing Y/N's face, watching as she leaned into her hands. "I love you and we're not going to worry about that past shit. We're here to relax and ignore reality right now." She said, moving her hand down and resting it on Y/N's abdomen. Her other hand moving around and tracing around Y/N's face.
"You're right." Y/N smiled. "I know I am" Vanessa laughed as Y/N flipped them over. Her hands beside Vanessa's head and their faces inches apart. Y/N's eyes flickered down Vanessa's face and to her lips. 'God her lips' Y/N thought. "Kiss me" Vanessa whispers as she licks them. Y/N nods her head but doesn't move. Vanessa decided to initiate the kiss, moaning as Y/N instantly kissed back softly. It was a first for the both of them. Y/N wasn't for things being soft but Vanessa didn't need to think about sex right now. She was vulnerable and Y/N didn't want here to regret it later on.
"Not tonight." Y/N said before pulling back and sitting on the side of the bed. Vanessa laid there for a second but sat up and looked at Y/N. "Okay" Was all Vanessa said before laying down. She grabbed Y/N's hand and tugged a bit. Y/N looked at her and smiled as she laid back down. "So, where you going next?" Y/N asked awkwardly.
"No small talk, just sleep." Vanessa laughed as she placed a hand on Y/N's mouth. Y/N bit down softly and nodded her head...
