💔 Shattered mind 💔

Earth

Spinel and Steven stepped off the warp pad spinel seeing how incredible the earth looked as the soft warm air gently hit her skin, she had been to earth once before and didin't get to enjoy its beauty like this. the thought of he last visit popped into her mind all the pain and violents she caused to everyone especially Steven began to over whelm her as warm tears started to fill to the brim of her eyes, she was snapped from her thoughts as Steven held her in a tight embrace it killed him to see her like this, spinel could only stand still encased in anxiety wanting to run feeling it was a mistake to come here ,Steven began to softly speak to spinel, 
"you wanna head back to the temple and talk? "

after a silent nod from spinel they walked back. on the way to the temple spinel noticed a few quarts solders staring at her with disdain , spinel wanted to run worse she wanted to scream as her anxiety depend she gripped her gem tight hoping she would just poof anything to have the eyes and judgement off of her Steven looked at spinel with concern, within moment they arrived at the temple and went into Stevens room, spinel visible relax but her mind was racing   as she was seated on Stevens bed next to him she remained silent , Steven began to speak, hey spinel what's going on im sure talking will help, she avoided eye contact , "Steven i think something wrong with me , Steven looked over  sitting closer putting his hand on hers to let her know he was listening, she continued , i ve felt so angry but not at others mainly myself..it turns into sadness and it hurts it won't stop or go away i want to scream i just want to....spinels voice cracked with sadness and fear before she fell silent, spinel breaking down into tears , Steven softly spoke, im here for you im here to help and i care so much about you, he smiles as he pulled her close to softly rub her back in a circular motion, silents fell between the both of them for what felt like hours, between muffled sobs a broken t-thank you s-s-teven came from spinel, steven held her tighter he held her thier for a few hours until spinel fell into a sound sleep, Steven layed her in the bed and covered her with a blanket before walking out of the room Steven had to help lapis, perridot and bismuth with a surprise they started for spinel upon Stevens request, he ran to the warp pad and set off.