𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄

20. just go away, but not my love

JUST GO AWAY,
BUT NOT MY LOVE

"What the hell were you thinking dumbass," The ravenette says as he stands up. Going in for another punch pushing the other boxer towards the other end of the ring. "Jungkook don't, get over it come on!" Hoseok pleads. "Your just a fucking bitch jungkook." the raven was confused considering he was friends with the person right in front of him, well not anymore. The audience in awe as the two boxers were having a fight in the ring. This was dangerous. The referee being pushed to the side by Bogum. "What did i ever do to you, we're live bogum quit it." The younger shoving the older ever so lightly. Bogum goes in for another strike was held back by security gaurds. Jungkooks head was bleeding from the encounter with the pole earlier. "Jungkook." Hoseok says he's disappointed. Jungkook was disappointed. This was suppose to be the start of his career but this has became a set back, or more possibly the end.

"Jungkook" Taehyung says ever so softly. Jungkook stands everyone looks at him still on the ring. "Just go away" Jungkook stumbles making his way to his locker room. Audience starts to clear many people disappointed and concerned. While others don't know how to react to the situation. He grabs his waterbottle while spitting his mouth guard out. Teeth bloodied from his busted lip. He takes the hair tie out hair falling into place. "Tae" he says standing there. Eyes tearing wanting to fall. "Please come with me." He says knees buckling, Taehyung looks at hoseok, hoseok nods giving taehyung that it was okay for him to go with him. He doesn't say anything he takes the cold silence. He takes the silence as they ride in the car together.

Well, he takes enough silence until he reaches the hotel.

"Jungkook, you're not okay, can you please stop acting like you are and let me help your wounds" Jungkook turns around, takes the hood off his head and sits. "In the bathroom babe." 'babe' was the first time Taehyung had called him babe as a nickname and it made his heart flutter. He blushes. "o-okay" He stutters. He walks ever so slowly as taehyung got out his first aid kit. "You need to be more careful bun" Jungkook looks down silently crying. "I'm sorry tae." He says hugging his waist. "It's okay koo"

"No its not!"

Taehyung widened his eyes, surprised the younger was more upset than he thought. The older knows he's hurting, knows his head is pounding. Jungkook was showing something more vulnerable to Taehyung. "I-I didnt request you to come help, I ignored you, and then and then-" he broke into more tears. "baby it's okay" He says taking jungkooks hands off his waist, grabbing the soaked towel on the side. Rinsing the scrapes on the ravenettes knuckles. He then kisses them before putting hydro peroxide onto the open wound. Then wrapping in a bandage. Jungkook places his hands back in place. "mm- so tired." The ravenette says his head pulled back as taehyung cleans his bloody nose and bottom lip. Making sure to finish by plugging his nose with a piece of tissue paper. "you need to take a shower bun" Jungkook was tired he didnt want to shower. "Come on koo, i need to help your head wound." Taehyung says wiping the ravenettes tears.

"Okay-" Taehyung grabs the youngers chin pulling him up do a kiss. Jungkook blushes, wow he was being very submissive tonight and Taehyung can tell. "your being so cute, i couldnt resist." Jungkook stands up and pushes taehyung out the bathroom playfully. But he was missing something, he was missing a towel and shampoo. "I umm, shampoo and towel." He says softly through the crack of the door. Taehyung only smiles and hands the ravenette his essentials. He once again kisses Jungkook, wanting to let him know how much he cares about him. "dont scrub your scalp too hard or it could make the opening worse." Jungkook stares at his hyung;

"h-hyung."

Taehyung turns around looking at Jungkook with concern. "yes?" There was silence, an awkward silence of quiet stares. "I'll tell you later." The latters eyebrows furrowed. "okay," Jungkook closes the door abruptly sliding down the door, why is he feeling so shy, he sees him all the time. Taehyung initiated the kiss once again no three times perhaps. Jungkook walks into the shower rinsing his hair and shampooing, but before he unravels the bandages on his hands. It stung like hell. Head pounding from the aching, 'ugh what am i going to do.'

30 mins later

Jungkook was all dressed laying on the bed, complaining about his head hurting whilst taehyung telling him it'll be healed tomorrow. "Baby please stay still." Jungkook whines wanting to sleep, tired of being treated. He just wants to cuddle get kisses from the older. The ravenette sighs. Sooner or later, not even a minute later he finishes his task or bandaging Jungkook head. "So what did you want to tell me" taehyung says.

"I never really told you my condition. I was planning on to but- getting to the point... I have dyspnea" he says laying looking at the older. The older laying down beside him. "So why didn't you want me to know" the latter runs his fingers through the ravenettes hair, watching as Jungkook's body relaxed instead of being tensed. "I-I didn't want you to treat me differently or even see me so vulnerable if it were to occur." Jungkook says eyes becoming heavy. "You know bun I'm your physical therapist I should be told these things-" he didn't continue. The younger was fast asleep. Taehyung cuddles Jungkook as he sleeps. "Just be mine Tae." He mumbles.

'Be yours'

That's right they haven't officially said wether they were together or not at this point it seemed like they were just friends with benefits. Taehyung sighs as he closes his eyes too. Today was one of Jungkook's worse days, today was Jungkook's vulnerable day, but today Jungkook was hurt. Deep down he still felt like crying, he was annoyed and disturbed, there were only two rounds left and he would've won.

"I'll be yours"

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