Someone Just For Me

PART 1: Welcome Back

*Houston, TX*
Flight attendant: "thank u for flying with Delta airlines. Welcome to Houston"

Micah POV:
Hmm back on the grind. I hope Matt is on his way cause I need to get some sleep before work tonight. Is that his ass pull-
"Ayeee wuss Poppin Kidd?! Welcome back to H-Town!!" Is all I can hear and I know that's Matt Shelton's extra loud ass voice, smh. Some shyt never changes. I been knowing this guy for bout 5 years now. Off and on the oil rig he has been a real friend since this first day we met. He is one of the few that doesn't have a problem with masculine females. Growing up in South Bronx wasn't exactly easy but I had a great mother who always showed love. I always knew I was different than other girls but I discovered why when I hit puberty and the doctor realized that my enlarged clit was really a penis. My life was always a bit abnormal but this was on another level. I tried to live as "normal" as possible but when u can't dress out for P.E. classes or go to sleepovers like most girls at that age, it dawns on u that ur life will not be like everyone else. After a few therapy sessions, I adjusted. I never really dated much and the couple of times I did, the women werent into me on a sexual level. They were nice about it but rejection is rejection no matter how it's done. Being 5'10, Italian descent, athletic build, and ice blue eyes gave me advantage but this appendage between my legs kept any female interest away. It's been a lonely 28 yrs but I'm learning to be content with myself. I have given up hope of ever experiencing that type of acceptance and passion. At least I got my best friend.
"Yoo u getting in today or tomorrow? I got shit to do Mic!" I hear Matt yelling, distracting me from my thoughts. "Shut yo steroid Poppin ass up Matty! I ain't tryna hear all that noise bro. U mad disrespectful" i shout back while putting my 2 suitcases in his truck. I still have my little 1 bedroom apartment here in Houston so I don't need to travel with much when I'm comin out to the rig.
"Where we heading to first? The bar right?" He asked. I said, "nah just drop me at my place. I'm tired and gotta be halfway awake for work tomorrow." He nods, "yea i feel ya. I need to do the same. Heard we got some newbies. Hope they catch on quick."
I just laid my head back and enjoyed the smooth ride. I always did like Range Rovers but preferred my Tahoe over anything else. I always left it here for when I had to return. I wasn't about to be dependent on someone else to get around and I'm too much of a loner to deal with ppl for long periods of time. We finally arrive at my spot about and hour later. " Alright my mans, I'ma holla at u tomorrow evening. Time to get this money" he said as he helped me carry my 2 bags inside my place.
"Cool cool I'ma get up with u." I said as we slap hands and he jogs back to his truck before skidding out of the parking lot. Ahhh home sweet home. Guess I'ma have to go grocery shopping later cause ain't shit in here..looks like a Dominoes pizza type of night. As I undress in the mirror, I check my reflection and I smile to myself. Ima be happy with me even tho I may never get to share myself with anyone else. I look down at the one thing that separates me from other women and cant help but sigh. Maybe one day...fate will have a lil mercy on me...but til then back to the money. Going to bed alone for the thousandth time...another restless night..