Bloody Ex ( Vkook/Taekook ) [COMPLETE]

Chapter 59 Hyung's Term

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* Taehyung's POV

" You know how it felt like ? To be dead ? "

" You dont.. cause you've never been dead.. and yet, there you go, lying to me like that.. "

" ... I know how i've messed up.. but you know yourself tae.. that i didnt know it was your dad.. i, i didnt even know it's you.. "

" Deep in your heart, i know ! That you're aware.. of why you ! Wanted Jeon Jungkook dead when we told you he killed your dad.. by those paper.. "

" But ! Now that you figured it out, about those lies.. when ! You know that i'm the one.. that's actually responsible for his death.. "

" You didnt want to hurt.. or kill me.. "

" ... "

" Because you know ! That both Jimin and i didnt do it intentionally ! "

" Didnt !, Fucking do it by any means! And wouldnt have if we know it's you ! "

" The difference was that in those lies.. you thought Jeon Jungkook did it.. on purpose.. "

" While the truth.. is that i did it.. without knowing it's you.. and you know the source of this problem ? "

" Because you went away ! Without bother ! Telling Jungkook a thing ! Resulting in him ! Looking for you everywhere ! Fucking everywhere ! "

" And it had to reeled his enemy.. enemy like me ! To mess him up ! "

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" I know.. that it's selfish of me.. that.. that it's crazy for me.. to blame it on you.. but you should know.. you should fucking know.. that i never meant to hurt you.. and the death of your father..i accidentally took a fault too.. "

" I dont want to be left out.. i fucking thought you were living well.. which is why i tried to distant my self from you.. so that you wouldnt fucking join me in such dark world.. "

" But knewing how you lived like these.. because of what i did.. i.. it made me think.. of what kind of hyung i am.. "

That you're living like this.. because i took away your father.. i.. i just.. "

" What the word Hyung in the terms of family meant.. "

" I was supposed to take care of you.. i fucking took that role ever since we're young.. "

" But now i realized.. that i took shit.. on it.. i played it like what a shithead would do.. "

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" But this is my job.. and i cant take all the fault like this.. i.. i used to get rid of everything in my way to get what i want.. but for you.. "

" I had to take the back away.. because i couldnt confront you.. "

" When.. when Jimin told me that you figured out about everything.. i didnt dare to go back to korea.. because i couldnt face you at all.. "

" Yet.. when i heard that you're dead.. you know what it felt like ? Did you know what i was about to do ? "

He sniffed, looking down on his hand, tears, falling off..

...

" Doesnt matter what you do that time.. "

" The thing that matters right now, is what you're about to do.. " Jungkook said, stepping front, covering me from Jin hyung's sight..

It was supposed to be dinner.. but then, Jin hyung came here.. confront us.. right by Kook's mansion