Not With Me..

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"I need him in my life, Hobi... But now my euphoria's gone.. I feel depressed... I feel like I want to hurt myself whenever I hurt someone... But I don't have the courage to hurt myself.. To be honest.. I'm scared... I'm scared that... Maybe if I go... I'll hurt people more..." I rest my forhead on my palm as my head started to hurt. " Ugh.... My head..." I groaned out because of the pain.

"Guess the tumor didn't want to go... I'll just take my medicine. I'm back." I glanced at the picture on my nightstand. "Hobi ... Do you remember when Kook cried because his ice cream fell while he was jumping on the bouncy castle? And I was upset because I had to give him my ice cream." I chuckled while tears drip down the frame. "How about the time he fell on his butt while running to us in the amusement park...? And the time he screamed his lungs out while we road the roller coaster. Even the time he ran for his life when a zombie came chasing us in the horror house. It was hilarious. And that time when we pranked him on his birthday... We pretended like he's a ghost. He cried and cried until we all stopped the prank and made it up to him." I started to softly sob as I reminisced those memories on the phone with Hobi.

I smiled at the picture while I sob before I spoke. "You know, Hobi..? Even though a lot has changed between the both of us... there's one thing that didn't... I still love him..."
"I love you too" My eyes widen when I heard his voice. "K-Kook?!" He ended the call and I was left in tears.

"Kook! Why are you crying?" Tae asked as soon as they saw me crying. "I want to see Jeira..." . "I thought you were mad at her?..." Jimin asked. "Just let me see her."

"Eomma, where's Jeira?" Jimin asked as her mom answered "She's on her way to Busan, remember? For her surgery...?" The others were dumbfounded. "She left me again... I knew it.." Kook said.
"What? Kook! No. She'll be back in a year. She just went to Busan for her sugery... For her tumor... Sorry if she hid it from you... She was scared that you might be ashamed of her when she tells you about it...". "What? I will never be ashamed of her tumor because I love her!" .
"Weren't you mad at her?" Tae asked. "Not anymore..." Taehyung scoffed. "And what made you do that?" Hobi added. "She talked to me on the phone. She thought I was you. She told me everything that she's been feeling... And I felt bad..." He sighed and looked away.