Torn Between Two Directions

Chapter 3

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time.

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.

You are the best thing thats ever been mine.

There's always that one song. You know, the one that your feelings or situation can relate to 100 percent. At this moment, Taylor Swift was doing the deed.

I decided to turn off my music and just think. Why am I so nervous? This is only for show, it's not like Harry and I actually have to date. Niall and I are still going to love each other even after all of this. I guess I'm just worried for Niall..

I mean the press never knew about Nialler and I. We always kept it secret so that I wouldn't get as much hate as I do now. The fans know I'm always around the boys and all but they think of me as just a friend.

"C'mon Jess" My eyes found their way to his as he smiled sympathetically. I took Louis' extended hand and carefully climbed out of the car. Walking into the building holding the interview was what sparked my nerves the most. How was this all going to play out?

Paul, along with other security, led us to a long table with six chairs. There were also six microphones and bottle waters sitting in front of each chair.

The order in which we sat went Liam, Zayn, Louis, Harry, me, then Niall. I looked down at my hands, they were pale and shaking slightly.

God I'm usually never this nervous..

Niall must've noticed as well. He intertwined his fingers with mine, under the table of course. I looked at his worried expression. I quickly mouthed "Im fine." He reluctantly nodded his head, not convinced, but decided not to push it.

I glanced at Harry, his face was showered with emotions of which I couldn't read. I slightly poked his side. His head twisted towards my direction before he threw me a cheeky grin. I quietly giggled before my attention was turned to the giant crowd of paparazzi filling the small room.

I instantly shot up, sitting straight in the uncomfortable chair I was forced into. The clicks and flashes of the cameras, along with voices echoed along the walls.

As everyone sat, the interview began.

I watched as every one of the pap's hands flew into the air. Liam pointed to one in particular, a short bald man with a beard and glasses.

His question completely caught me off guard.

"Jessica Parker, are you dating any of these handsome boys?"

Here it goes..