Torn Between Two Directions

Chapter 2

Jessi's P.O.V

My hands were shaking as I finished curling my hair. Today was the day Harry and I go public with our 'relationship' I couldn't help but shutter at the thought. Ever since Harry and I met a couple years back at Starbucks, we've been inseparable. He's like a brother to me, a very close best friend. You aren't supposed to date your brother..

I took a quick glimpse at my reflection. My usual long dirty blonde waves were replaced with beautiful spirals. I only used a small portion of my makeup to make a more natural look.

My face was clear of imperfections and my lips looked full and extremely pink. The high waisted shorts and floral top I threw together clashed well with my canvas Toms.

I would've looked halfway decent if it weren't for my eye bags and shaking body.

I didn't get much sleep last night as I had been contemplating all of the ways this interview could go wrong.

A light knock on my door pulled me out of my train of thought, informing me it was time to leave.

After grabbing my purse, iPhone, and jacket I opened the door to reveal pure gorgeousness. There stood Niall with tan chinos and a red polo and Harry with red chinos and a navy blue blazer. Needless to say my boyfriends were H O T.

Wait did I just say boyfriends? Sorry I meant boyfriend and best friend..

Their expressions mirrored my own, they were also worried. The two boys led me to our car, I slid in the middle with Zayn and Louis on my left and Niall on my right. Liam was in the passenger seat while Harry was driving.

"Good morning, love!" The boys all grinned beside me. I threw back a reflecting grin and nodded at them.

"Morning, Boys"

I admired my best friends, they were all so unique and beautiful in their own ways. I couldn't help but smile through my worry at my boys. I suddenly felt warmth spread through my body, only one boy can make my knees turn weak with just a slight touch. I turned my head and Niall's lips collided with my cheek. He held my hand in his as he whispered into my ear,

"Everything will be alright, babe. This is only for a little while, I love you so much. Just go in there and give it all you've got. Okay?"

I restrained the tears that were begging to flow out of my ducts. I knew after this interview.. Nothing will be the same again, I took out my iPhone and pressed the camera icon. I then proceeded to pull my boyfriend into a kiss, startled, he still kissed back. The faint click was all I heard before I pulled away from the Irish boys' sweet lips.

"What was that for?"

The good thing about pictures is that they will never change. Although the people in them might, they never change. I took this picture to convince myself nothing will change. I want to be able to look at this and realize how unconditional, how true this love is.

"No reason. I love you Niall James Horan."

I smiled sweetly before plugging in my earphones, drowning everyone else out.

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Hai guise. <3