dear shannon,
i really did try to apologize.
when i said it was a dare to
be mean to you,
and to ignore you.
it was a lie.
but i thought you would've
forgiven me if i said that.
i was wrong.
you said there was nothing to apologize for,
that i was stating the truth.
none of what i said was the truth.
you didn't want to be my friend again.
you thought it was another dare.
it wasn't.
truthfully,
i wouldn't want to be my friend
after what i said to you.
but you're best friend should've been
me.
it shouldn't have been your
blades.
then again, we both hurt you.
love always,
ryan
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dear shannon
Nouvellesthe letters he wrote, that she'll never receive. (lowercase intended) (sequel to dear ryan) (will have depression, self harm, and suicide mentioned. if these topics are sensitive to you, i would not recommend this story.)
