my mind is very off today
i feel a wave of pressure and depression on my shoulders
usually when i get this way i think of past things
friends
relationships
but today i'm thinking about some crazy things
death
running away
killing myself
dropping everyone
it's usually not this bad
but today it is
maybe i'm slowly losing everything
maybe this is the end
YOU ARE READING
poems
Poetryi'm sorry if you thought this book would be fiction and there would be a huge plot with unrealistic characters and happy endings it's just a few poems about my feelings about me (in the works, a constant story as long as i keep writing poems)