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It's been two weeks since Jonah, Zach and Corbyn have talked to Daniel. The voices in Daniels head have started to come back.

Daniels POV:
I'm sat up on my phone with one thought on my mind, does the band hate me?
Voices: "Of course they hate you, your worthless no one will ever love you, your a fat ugly disrespectful piece of shi-"
"Stop! PLEASE just stop!"
I screamed before I clamped my hand on to my mouth. Shortly after Jack came running into the room. "Daniel, What happened!?" He asked as softly as he could. "T-the voices,t-there b-back..." I said breaking down in his arms "hey, it's ok, I'll help you get through this, what're they saying?" Jack asked "It told me that the band hates me and that im worthless, I don't deserve the bands love, how I'm fat, ugly disrespectful" and that's when it hit me, I was having a panick attack "Jonah, Help" Jack screamed making me panick more. The last thing I saw before I passed out was Jonah rushing in to the room.

~Time Skip~

(Still Daniels POV)
I woke up in my bed, with Jack by my side "hey your finally awake" he said sighing happily "how long was I out?" I asked. " about an hour and a half" I was shocked that's the longest so far "woah" I said trying to find my words. "How are you feeling now?" Jack asked innocently "Eh" I sighed not really knowing what to say "well, to change... that subject have you packed for the tour tomorrow?" Jack asked questioning "Yeah I just need some more clothes, but I'm basically done" I said smiling "same" is all he replied with. Jonah then came into the room and I immediately started shaking, I honestly am starting to believe that they hate me "How's he go- oh he's awake ok I'm leaving now" Jonah said and exited "oh ok" Jack said "told you they don't care" I said laying back down and covering my body in blankets "that's not true, maybe they're just having an off day?" He said pulling me in for a hug "thanks jack, I can trust you right?" I asked generally wondering "of course you can, I'll always be here for you" he said smiling "thanks, well I'm gonna continue packing, talk to you later" I said getting up and walking towards my half packed suitcase "ok, if you need help with anything I'm right around the corner Dani" he replied getting up "I know, thanks" I said picking out another outfit and placing into my suitcase. About 30 minutes later I finally had packed all my stuff into my suit cases. Man I'm starving, I thought as I started heading towards the stairs. I was about half way down the stairs when I looked up to see Corbyn turning around the corner "oh hey Corby-" I was cut of by Corbyn Just rushing up the stairs making me fall all the way to the bottom of the stairs "OW!" I said screaming hoping that Corbyn would hear. I looked down at my arm and saw a scratch mark that small beads of blood starting to form quick. I was filled with so much frustration and anger, so I did the first that my mind thought of. I grabbed my guitar and a pencil and pad and headed towards the back door. I sat down on my favourite rock and just started making music. About 2 hours later I had written a song that I named What Am I. I sang it again but half way through I saw in the corner of my eye Jack sit beside me. I looked at him and smiled while I continued to sing and strum my guitar. I finished the song and looked at Jack who had a HUGE smile on his face "what?" I asked him. "Its a REALLY good song Dani" Jack said as he pulled me in for a small hug. "Oh also Dani I thought I would let you know, they have rearranged the tour so it will be starting on Wednesday instead of Monday got it" Jack said pulling Daniel in for a small hug. While we were hugging I felt as if there was a presence behind me so I turned around quickly to see for myself. I saw Corbyn and Zach staring right at us, but they quickly turned around and acted as if they were having a casual convo, not noticing that we obviously had seen them. "what do you think that was about" Jack said noticing I has seen what happened along with him "I honestly don't even wanna know at this point" I said turning around and pulling my knees into my chest holding them up with my arms. "Daniel!" Jack said sounding shocked "w-what" I said worried. "What is that?!" He said pointing to the slit on my arm which had formed a blood trail down my arm from when Corbyn pushed me "oh uh C-Corbyn was running up the stairs and p-pushed me down the stairs..." I whisper. I heard Jack sigh "I'm honestly fed up with there behaviour, I'm going to go talk to those 3 right now, you coming" he said with anger in his voice "I-I guess" I sighed as I got up off the rock and walked into the house. We made it into the living room and I sat down at the corner of the couch, hoping that when the boys come they won't sit near me. "BOYS, downstairs, living room NOW!" Jack said in almost a demanding voice. After about 15 seconds I saw Zach enter the room, then Jonah and last Corbyn. "What's Up?" Zach said. Zach hasn't really ignored me he just keeps giving me weird glares as in a death stare or something. "Sit please" Jack said trying to contain his anger. My natural reaction was to shake when all the boys looked in my direction. Of course Corbyn had to sit the closet next to me. And I saw a few times he would look over in my direction "so boys your probably wondering why your all here" Jack said casually "yea why are we here" Jonah said not sounding so pleased "I just wanted to know why you ALL have been ignoring Daniel" Jack said looking in my direction. I just gave him a worried look, while he  gave me a reassuring smile "this is pathetic, we are waisting our time" Zach said finally speaking up. I could feel the tears starting to fill my eyes, so I looked away from the others and stared out the window. I felt a hand run up and down my arm, I instantly knew it was Corbyn because he did this when he used to care for me, but now I'm not sure what he thinks about me... "I'm leaving this conversation" Jonah and Zach scoffed as they ran back up the stairs where they originally came from. "Corbyn" Jack spoke up again. I was soon being engulfed in a big hug "I'm sorry Daniel, I never want you to feel like we are ignoring you, and the reason I ignored you this morning was because I had something in my mind, I'm so so sorry Dani, h-how's your arm" I didn't say anything just lifted up my arm and twisted it slightly to show him the cut I guess you could say. He didn't say anything he just moved his hand to cover the mark, "I'm so sorry Dani, I-I didn't know" he said and pulled me in for another hug, this time I turned around and hugged him back. At this point I didn't even know that Jack had left the room. My head was peacefully resting on his chest, when we were interrupted with a small grunt coming from the one and only Zach. Corbyn pulled away and walked to the stairs, but before he walked up them he turned around and gave me a warm smile, of course I smiled back and he left up the stairs

*Time Skip (Around An Hour Later)*

I was feeling artsy and wanted to paint my old guitar which I let Corbyn borrow a few weeks ago. I sat up and walked over too corbyns room but before I could open the door I heard a small grunt and a muffled moan that sounded like it came from...ZACH!. I knocked on the door... no reply. This time I knocked waited a few seconds then walked in and I regretted every moment of it "Hey corb-" I started but was cut of when I saw that Zach was pinned against the wall by Corbyn... t-they we're making out!? "I-I'll leave" I said as I stepped out of the door "No Dani wait!" I heard Corbyn say but I had already shut the door and ran to Jacks room "hey Dani...wait what' wrong?! he said when he finally saw my face expression "I-I just saw Z-Zach and C-Corbyn making o-out" I said  coming to sit next to Jack still traumatised "w-what... and to think he might of actually like me back" he said almost below a whisper but I just heard it "hey I have a plan..." I finally spoke up. "What, plan" Jack said looking up at me. "Why don't WE make THEM jealous" I said whispering in his ear. And how might we do that?" Jack said obviously smirking "we act like we are a couple when we are around them, like just simple things like kisses on the cheek, head,hose,forehead or like winks, stuff like that" I said looking at him to see his facial expression "that sounds like an amazing plan" he said "ok then we start on Saturday which is the day we get back from Australia" I said proud of my plan "ok he said walking closer and kissing my cheek. We both just laughed in response "bye" I said winking as I walked out the door "Bye Dani" he said just before I closed the door fully.
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Sorry for the short chapter and the late update but yea hope you enjoyed also sorry if there is any mistakes during this chapter I did really late during the night so ya bye guys ♥️Karlie~

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