Chapter 3
(I'm so done)
Shit when I turned 17 years old it was all over cause my body was like a 25 year old women yea I had a pair of double d's breast and a flat stomach and some hips that a nigga would die to put their hands on shidd you could not tell me nothing cause in my mind I know I was that bitch and I know I could get any nigga I wanted so I hung with two other females their names was Starr and Nae in the group they knew who the boss was and that was me now one Friday they had a game at the boys and girls club for some hustler so me and my crew was in the gym looking cute as we can because we just went boosting so as we looking at the game one of the baller caught my eye he was dark skin had waves that made the ocean look bad and a body like he live in the gym he must have knew I was looking cause he looked right at me and nodded his head I just smile and keep watching the game when the game was almost over Starr mother called her going off so that damn Starr I could not even get that nigga name or number who the fuck are you talking about promise number 20 girl he is too old for you are you fucking crazy nae put her mouth in it and how the fuck you know this cause he hangs with my brother his name is Redz and he getting that money true but I still want his number girl he was not going to give it to you and why you say that cause a lot of bitches been trying to get with him and he didn't gave them the time of day that cause them bitches is dumb that's why girl like I said he don't want you in my mind I knew the bitch was jealous cause she knew when I wanted something I could get it and it fucked her mind up but I left them hoes and went home my mother was not there and my stepfather was gone so I took me a hot shower and went in my room open my legs up wide and took myself there it was crazy cause I never had sex after that I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face it was 1 in the morning and my phone was blowing up it was nae hello promise you are going to be mad at me why what the fuck did you do she didn't say anything so I knew she did something I would not like after three minutes she finally said something I gave reds your number when he was over here like ten minutes ago you did what I said out loud I'm so sorry whatever call me tomorrow I'm going back to sleep I was mad as hell but also happy cause I didn't have to do it myself like thirty minutes later someone was ranging my phone I picked it up hello what's up ma nothing who is this man don't even trip cause I know your dumbass home girl already called you and told you she gave me your number man whatever she didn't yes she did cause I was right there when she called boy get out my face and why you calling me anyway cause the way you was looking at me at the game you had my mine gone for a minute boy I was not looking at you I was looking at you shoes cause they was the nicest on the court girl stop lying you was looking at me and when I look back at you I seen you smile o really yea really so let me ask you something how old are you I'm 18 why cause I wanted to know and how old are you I'm 21 o I don't know what it was but homeboy had me kind of scared on the low but I was not going to let him know girl do you hear me talking to you yea what you say I said I'm trying to come see you that what I said what right now yea come get in my car so we can talk nigga we can talk on the phone and I don't know you like that for me to be getting in your car early this morning you right ma I'm see you tomorrow then but I am going to stay on this phone until you become my girl boy I'm not going to be your girl I have a boyfriend already the lies the you telling the truth not in your ass forreal I have a boyfriend man come on with that you don't I asked your homegirl and he said you don't have a boyfriend and that you was checking for me will that bitch lied to you cause I have a boyfriend and with that being said I'm hanging up I laid there and looked at the wall and fall asleep thinking about him wanting to make me his girl. I could not wait even tho the age was a little off I was more scared then anyways now but fuck it I was going to play grown.
