This is a story that you bitches will never forget I'm going to give it to you raw because thats the only way i know how. now a bitch is not going to tell she was wearing two thousand dollars shoes. Or 27 pieces of track in my hair I came from the hood with the shooting. Every night and with the roaches crawling on the wall type shit so Im not going to front and say I had this. And that when In reality didnt but dont feel sorry cause when I got my shit you knew about it cause I made sure you knew. This is were it all began no crying just sit back and ride.
Chapter 1
I live in Annapolis Maryland home of the blue crab my name is Promise Remy Black.
I was born August 17 ,1993 yea I was born on that hot ass day when I come out my mother's big ass pussy. Now my mother Judy yea she may be a lot of thing but I love her to the fullest. Yea I was a crack baby but who was not back in the 90'S now my mother didn't want me to grow up in the system. So she gave me to my godmother Tammy, Tammy was a good person because she gave me everything I wanted. But that bitch had some fucked up ways to now Tammy use to take me to see her old man in prison and back in the day. You could touch them without the guard being there so Tammy in her old man one day was in the backseat. Fucking why they thought I was sleep but the whole time I was looking until I got caught and them bitches rush and put their clothes on they got out the car and Tammy ask her old man.
*Tammy
Do you think she seen us
* Old man
Naw you just started to get loud when i was beating that thing up the way you liked it
* Tammy
Ok baby i will be up here next week i love you
She smiled gave him a kiss and got in the car the whole ride home was silence I was thinking about what I saw and how I was going to see more. And Tammy was thinking about if I seen it but when we got home that night she gave me a bath and put me in bed now in Annapolis channel 21. Was where you seen all the movies on HBO and thing so I feel a sleep and woke back up that night. Two white women was on the TV kissing and a man was on the bed looking at them licking his lips just how Tammy old man. Looked at her I watched them until they took the porn off the TV and movies started to come. On I went to school the next day and my four best friends was there wait like they all ways. Did we was all in different classrooms so when at lunch I told them
* Me
Yall not going to believe what i seen last night
* Them
What you seen last night that got you all smiles about
* Me
Will i seen three people humping last night and i think we should try it
* Them
Ard when we go home
We all live on the same block so after school everybody went in there house now I hate to go home. After school cause Tammy sister was there and she thought she was my father yea that was my mother girlfriend. at the time so she use to make me sit at the tablet and made me sit there and learn my numbers and ABC's.
* Sam
Do these got damn ABC'S before you want go outside
* Me
I am Mc going it smack abc *sniff * defg *sniff* i bust out cry then.
for a whole hour my friends knocked on the door and I got up and went outside.
* Me
I can't stand that her
* Them
Why
* Me
Cause she think she my father and she not thats why
* Them
Ard let go to my house so we can do what you was talking about
* Me
Ard come on
So when went to the close house we all went upstairs and i show them what to do. We didnt do it right so i said fuck that shit and we went outside. I didnt know this was going to be my last time with my friends my last birthday or the last being a child. Cause my mother came back and got me and fucked up my life this is where the shit begins.
