P∆R∆DISE (XIUHAN)

Chapter Four: Whats Happening

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This chapter contains smut >~< sooooo if your not comfortable with any sexual stuff I'd recommend you to stop reading now enjoy 😊

Xiumin's POV:

I woke up at night I felt cold and I realized I had the window open I closed it and walked outside to the living room I was looking for Luhan I wanted to talk to him as I looked around the house I knocked on his door quietly because it was late at night I twisted the door knob to my luck it was open I walked in and was shocked....

It's gone everything his clothes his pictures his sheets his curtains his lamp everything even his presence.... The room went from warm and lively to silent and cold I felt the bitterness of the loneliness in me I was tearing up when I saw a note I sat at his bed and read it

To: Baozi Hyung
From: Luhan
Hyung you probably realized that I'm gone by now. I'm not here and I don't think I'll ever come back. It's hard to explain why I left, I just had to. Please understand that I had to leave...I was causing too many problems I just needed time on my own Hyung I didn't do it to hurt you and I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye, but goodbye. I love you...and I wish you the best Hyung please take care.
Sincerely,
Luhan

I held the paper tightly forgetting how delicate it was, crumbling it up in my tightly gripped fists crying and dying in the inside I slowly stood up started walking faster and ran outside into the streets looking around and around looking just looking for Luhan...

"Luhan!.." I shouted, the words fading into the air and getting lost in the air and wind I fell to ground and cried and shouted as much as I had to. I looked around and didn't see Luhan just pure darkness I wiped the tears and got up to walk back inside

-Narrator-
"Xiumin?" "Xiumin what happened?" The members were calling and calling for him but he was to sad he was in pure darkness and he couldn't see or hear anything but his sadness slowly eating away at his nearly beating heart he walked into his room and put on a coat a warm one to last him all night he put the letter in his pocket and put his phone on the kitchen table he walked out and left "Sehun? Go with Xiumin follow him Sehunnie" Chen asked him Sehun rolled his eyes "no I'm sure he'll survive...God like if he'd die out there you guys are too caring towards him it's annoying" Sehun pouted and Chen sighed "Poor Xiumin I hope he's okay"

Xiumin's POV:
I walked away I didn't know where I was going I was just walking hoping I'll get somewhere far somewhere where I won't remember what I was sad about it why I was so god damn miserable I looked straight not back not left not right not down or up just forward straight ahead trying to forget him but then I heard his voice "Baozi!" I turned I didn't see anything but I realized it was night already I rubbed my eyes and looked around "w-what time is it?..." I said under my breath then someone replied "it's 10:56 sir" I looked it was a man "thank you" I bowed he bowed and said goodnight "w-wait sir.." He stopped and looked back "yes?" "May I borrow your phone to call someone?" He nodded and handed me his phone

I dialed Luhan's number and hoped he'd answer the call luckly he did "hello?" He said and I smiled idiotically and waited to answer "Luhan?" There was a slight pause "Xiumin?" I smiled widely as he said my name "W-Where are you?" I asked and he didn't answer "I'm around...Listen Hyung don't look for me please if you do Sehun will probably want to follow you..I'm tired of it so let's just give this love triangle a rest..Goodbye Hyung" "No Luhan wait please!" He didn't hang up he waited and so I stuttered what would I say what should I say? "I love you...Luhan please I miss you..Luhan I ran away, I have no where to go to please.." There was a long pause then a brief sigh I held the phone tightly waiting for him to answer "where are you?" "In the local park..you know the one by the library" "...I'll pick you up" he hung up fast and I gave the man his phone back "thank you I vowed to him" he nodded and walked away I waited for him