P∆R∆DISE (XIUHAN)

Chapter Three: Gone

Xiumin's POV:

I woke up on my bed I felt my head hurt I knew I was crying and I knew I had confessed to Luhan...but I didn't know where he was

I got up and looked at the time "3:00..I slept for six hours" I rubbed my eyes and walked out into the living room where I saw the members huddled up I walked over and saw them smiling and laughing "Hey what's going on?"

Baekhyun smiled "Were playing Truth or Dare want to play?" I smiled "Sure why not" I sat down next to Tao and looked around "Okay Baekhyun truth or dare?" Chen asked "Truth" he said "Is it true that you love Taeyeon?" He smiled and nodded "Yes a lot!...okay Chen Truth or Dare?" Chen paused to think then smiled "Dare" Baekhyun smiled evilly "I dare you to...Kiss Chanyeol on the lips" Chanyeol's eyes widened "WHAT!? NO WHY ME?" Baekhyun laughed "Pay back for making me brush my teeth with frosting" Chen reached over and quickly peaked at Chanyeol's lips he sat back down and Chanyeol's eyes widened while Chen just smiled "Eeew!" He said and rubbed his lips "Aish!! NO more kissing or cuddling thats just weird! Okay? Deal?" He said so no one would have to kiss him again everyone nodded and agreed

"Okay Ugh Kris truth or dare?" Kris smiled "Dare" Chanyeol wondered "I dare you to spread chocolate on your chest" "What?? Thats just weird!" Chanyeol shrugged "I'm bored, just do it" Kris removed his shirt and rubbed the chocolate on his chest with the most weirdest and awkwardest movements I've ever seen him do I couldn't help chuckle "okay okay okay there.." He took the chocolate off with some napkins and put his shirt back on "Sehunnie Truth or dare?" He pointed at Sehun who was right across from me I tried to look invisible but he saw me I felt embarrassed around him "Dare" Sehun said "I dare you to tell us if you cheated on Luhan or not" Sehun looked at him and I shrank down as the topic was brought up "Okay then Is it true that you still love Luhan?" Sehun nodded "I love him yes," he said looking into my eyes I blushed and felt awkward now "Xiumin!" He startled me by pointing at me I turned red from embarrassment "oh I ugh umm I actually change my mind I don't want to play" before I could get up Tao had me pinned down I sighed "Truth or Dare" I felt nervous eather way these tricky hyungs could do something evily especially Sehun i had a feeling he was mad at me "I ugh umm..da- no wait truth! No dare no yea truth!" I said and he looked at me with no emotion what so ever on his face I was shaking and scared

"is it true that you slept with Luhan?..."

[...Silence...]

I didn't respond I didn't want to "Is it true that you love him?...is it true that your the reason he dumped me?...is it true that your trying to take him from me?...is it true huh? Is it is it" I felt ambushed I sighed and quietly got up just like Luhan would have wanted me to do I walked in my room "Goodnight guys I'll see you tomorrow" "B-But hyung its bearly 4!" Suho said and I nodded "I'm not coming out" I walked in and closed the door tight with the lock and slid down to just sigh and let out my emotions

Meanwhileintheliving room ~

"Why did you have to tell him that Hyung?" Chanyeol asked Sehun and Sehun got angry "So its my fault? Why am I the bad guy? He's the bad guy right?" Sehun got up and Suho looked at him "Sehunnie there is no bad guys or good guys...what you did isn't right, C'mon I understand that your upset over Luhan and Xiumin but it isn't Xiumin's fault hyung you don't have to be gaining up on him like that I'm sure he feels bad enough as it is I'd like it if you went in there and apologized to him properly" Sehun pouted Chen smiled "I'll go with him and make sure he doesn't do anything" Suho nodded "Thank you hyung" Chen smiled and took Sehun to Xiumin's door

Xiumin's POV:

I heard a knock I got up from the floor "Who's there?" "Its me Chen could you open please?" I sighed and opened the door to find Sehun coming in and Chen who had pushed him in and closed and locked the door covering it he had amazing reflexes I couldn't avoid that I walked back from Sehun and avoided him at least tried "Sehun?.." Sehun turned to look at Chen he sighed when he saw Chen do his puppy eyes "Xiu-Xiumin...I I am so," he stumbled a long the way not being able to spit out the words "I'm sorry!...I'm sorry for 'ambushing' you back there I didn't mean it" he air quoted ambushing as if he didn't mean it he sighed as Chen signald him to keep going "I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway...and i hope your okay?" I looked at Chen and Sehun for a while I nodded "I'm okay..." Sehun looked at Chen and walked out fast slamming the door behind him "I'm sorry Baozi" as he said Baozi I started hearing Luhan the way he called me Baozi with his beautiful angelic smooth voice I sighed and stared out the window when I saw Luhan come out of a taxi with someone he was with Kai I looked and saw Kai give Luhan a jacket I frowned and pretended to be asleep

"Luhan! Your home!" The members cheered "where were you?" Sehun asked "With Jongin" Luhan sounded annoyed "where's my Baozi?" I heard footsteps then I heard Sehun scream "Why Him?!" I heard silence "What?" Luhan asked "Why him!? Why why why?!! Why not me?" Sehun was mad and I couldn't blame him I wouldn't feel too happy if I were in his position "Sehun?..we've been through this just let it go!" Luhan sounded sad I heard a knock I didn't want to open I just wanted them to go away I didn't want drama not now anyway

The knocking got louder and it didn't go away I buried my face in my pillow it didn't block the noise so I got up and opened the door "Baozi can I come in?" Luhan asked pushing Sehun back I frowned and sighed "sure" as I let him in Sehun ran in and I sat down as Sehun kept staring at us "sorry about the unexpected guest over here" Luhan was referring to Sehun Sehun frowned "Its okay.." I said and sat down quietly just letting the silence roll on "I was with Kai today" I nodded "Yhea I saw you two I like your jacket" he smiled "its Kai's not mine" I nodded "Ahhh its pretty" he smiled and nodded "Yhea" Sehun frowned "So who is it? Me Kai or Him?" Luhan frowned and stared at Sehun "Sehun!!!" Luhan yelled louder than I've ever heard him scream "Get out! Please? Go leave please just go" Sehun froze and frowned "Luhan I need to talk with you" Luhan frowned and bit his lip "Sehun I'm sorry to say this but there's nothing to talk about anymore. . . .it's over now everything, there's no such thing as us anymore, I'm sorry Sehun goodbye" Sehun frowned and waked out I sighed "Why?" I asked and he stared at me "why? What?" I shuck my head "why did you do that. . .if you still loved him?" Luhan's eyes widened and I frowned "You still love him...don't lie to me don't lie to yourself Luhan. . ." I frowned and smiled "Go with him go" Luhan stared at me waiting for me to cry but I didn't "but.." I frowned "I'm not going to stop you, I'm not going to cry to make you stay, your not mine to keep Luhan, just go" I felt the tears fighting to come out but I smiled "I....Baozi?" I smiled "Go." He slowly got up and walked away he closed the door and I started to cry I hugged my pillow and cried like if I hadn't cried in years but in reality I cried for years I did and it was pretty pathetic of me

Luhan'sPOV:

I walked into Sehun's door and opened it "Sehun?" He smiled "Luhan" he hugged me and I frowned "We have to talk" he nodded and sat next to me "Sehun?...I already told you I'm leaving," I saw a tear fall from his eye I frowned and looked at him "Don't cry! Please? Don't cry" I started crying with him, I hugged him "Sehun I'll always love you even if were not together I still get butterflies when I see you or hear you're voice... I'll always be in love with you okay? But please just please don't waste all your time waiting on me.." I cried and sobbed "because I'm not going to be there" I cried and felt myself get sadder by the moment he hugged me and grabbed me tight he kissed me I felt the warmth of his lips on mine and I felt his tears fall on my face the last kiss and the last chance to be in love with Sehun I smiled and wiped my tears "I'll miss you Sehunnie... I really will" he cried and hugged me "Don't go" he cried "I have to...Sehun promise to not tell Baozi this no matter how much he asks where I am or went just don't tell him it's what's best" Sehun hesitated to agree but in the end he noddeed and said fine "thank you Sehun for everything i truly am" i smiled and cleaned my tears and hugged him one last time i got up and walked out the door and as I passed Xiumin's door I frowned and gently touched it "Goodbye Hyung" I walked to my room grabbed my bags and walked out the door with not a noice to be heard. I sighed and felt the air hit my face as I walked away slowly steady maybe just hoping that my baozi would come running to me but how could he?...if he didn't even know I was gone I stopped and looked back and up to the window of my baozi "Goodbye Hyung I loved you,..it was fun."