how can i say this without breaking?
wow. he really did it. finn wolfhard cheated on me. after all the i love yous' and all the promises it happened.
how can i say this without taking over?
here i am. alone. he's probably out with friends, acting like nothing happened. i can't believe this.
how can i put it down into words?
i still remember when i thought he would leave me when he went on to film . he said he wouldn't let anything come between us because he loved me.
when it's almost too much for my soul alone.
but i guess, some things change. we were together for 3 years. he might've got bored of me. can't blame him. 3 years is along time.
i loved and i loved and i lost you
i loved and i loved and i lost you
i loved and i loved and i lost you
all i ever did was give him love and affection. i knew he wasn't interested anymore. he wasn't so happy to see me during facetime calls, and they would always end so early because he had 'to hang with friends'.
and it hurts like hell
3 years. down the drain. my friends told me not to put all my time and effort into him. i guess i should've listened. but he's like a drug, so addicting. i still love him.
yeah, it hurts like hell
i don't want them to know the secrets
i need to forget about him. move on. it's been 1 year. one whole year since he cheated he never said sorry. i don't think he was.
i don't want them to know the way i loved you
i hope you're happy finn wolfhard. you broke me. any girl is lucky to have you.
i don't think they'd understand it, no
i'll never love anyone the same. you were my soulmate.
i don't think they would accept me, no
the fans. they never really understood what happened. we just announced the break up. no explanation.
i loved and i loved and i lost you
i loved and i loved and i lost you
i loved and i loved and i lost you
and it hurts like hell
yeah, it hurts like hell.
a/n: hello!! so this is going to be finn wolfhard x fem! book but it'll be song chapters if that makes sense? kinda like this one. hope you enjoy! vote for another chapter please! ✰
