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remember you are all loved ♡
i can't do this anymore. i can't pretend that i'm fine, when i'm not.
take me to the rooftop
here i was sitting on the rooftop of an abandoned hospital. i've been thinking of killing myself. i'm so done with life, and everything in it.
i wanna see the world when i stop breathing
turning blue
i hate everything. nothing puts a smile on my face like it used to. not even my boyfriend finn, well ex boyfriend now, and it pains me to say this.
tell me love is endless
he was my everything. he made me so happy, and then he broke up with me. out of nowhere. and i'm broken, broken without him by my side.
don't be so pretentious
i lost my 'bestfriend' mills. she went on and dated him the day after we broke up. she was always there for me.
leave me like you do
sadie, jack, noah, jaeden, gaten, caleb, wyatt, millie and finn. they all left me. left me to die. and that's what i'm going to do. i'm sitting here crying, trying to think if this is a good idea or not.
if you need me wanna see me you better hurry cause i'm leaving soon
nobody's here. nobody knows. i told my parents i was going for a walk. i made sure to tell my sister and brother i loved them. my family was here for me. but they wouldn't always be here for me through everything.
sorry can't save me now
i was about to jump.
"y/n wait!" i didn't want to hear his stupid voice. "what are you doing here?" "finn just leave me alone! you already left me for my best friend, go be with her!" "answer me!" "i don't have to tell you anything anymore! leave me alone!"
sorry i don't know how
"y/n this is a bad idea, don't jump!" "why does it even matter to you? i'm not yours anymore."
sorry there's no way out
"please y/n. you have so much to live for." "oh really? i do? last time i checked, you made al my friends turn against me! i have no one!"
call my friends and tell them that i love them
i'm getting ready to jump. "y/n please. for me?" "everything i did was for you. let me do something for me, for once. let me drown out all my pain for once."
and i'll miss them, but i'm not sorry
"make sure you tell the gang that i love them, and i'll miss them. but i'm not sorry for what i'm doing right now." "y/n you can't do this. get down! please!"
call my friends and tell them that i love them
"no! let me go in peace! please, finn. i love you, forever."
and with that
i jumped.
"i love you too," finn said, with tears.
and i'll miss them, sorry
a/n: most of these are going to be sad and i apologize! i'm just a sad person lmao.
