Seaside

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As I was on the bus to the sea, I had a flashback about my mum.

Flashback**

"Shall we go out for a bit?" She whispered, looking at my drunk father on the couch, drinking more and more.
I nodded quickly
We got in the car and started to drive away to the seaside, once we arrived we sat on the sandy beach listening to the waves coming in and out. That was the first time I saw her smile in a while.

Flashback**

As I came back to reality, I realised I was almost there. The place that calmed me, reminded me of my dear mum and was away from my dad.
When I arrived I thanked the bus driver and started limping to the beach, finding the spot where me and my mum last sat. When I found it I carefully laid down the blanket and slowly sat on it, closing my eyes and taking in the breeze and listening to the calming waves. Before I knew it tears were falling from my eyes, I was sobbing loudly and thinking out loud,
"Why do I have to suffer?"
"Am I a mistake?"
"It was your fault this happened"
"Make the pain stop"
"Why did you leave me with him?"
I felt the sand shift behind me but decided to ignore it. Whilst my thoughts floated around me...

Sorry for the super short chapter..

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