Killing me Softly

Lost in the picture

I thought we had a chance, but i found out that he also like someone. Lets call her Bobowni. lol! I saw them chatting each other and it seems like they really liked each other. I though we are just teased and i don't really like him. I thought that i felt that kilig because we are teased, but i felt a little jealous about Bobowni and i am asking my self where i am now in the picture. lol! Maybe being sweet was just his nature. Not sweet, but being flirt. I am confused but i started to get jealous and i feel like I "like him" already. Very wrong! We are still talking through messenger but i feel a bit disappointed. The day of our Team get away come. We go to a friend's place. The place is like a paradise. I feel good and somehow relaxed. We started to prepare, to cook and eat. At night, drinking session starts and i was with the boys. We drink, and i felt like he doesn't care about me because his attention is focused on Bobowni. During the drinking session, we talk while we are tipsy. We started flirting each other. PPS is there. She vent out to one of our friends saying that she's mad at me because i am flirting with SB. We sing, we danced, kiss, hugs. BUT! Yes, there is a "but" following that speech. I thought i am the winner, but NO! lol. Bobowni came, and decided to drink. His attention is now back to Bobowni. We go upstairs, and BoBowni followed and yes, we are all together, the three of us. Bobowni is drunk, he sits beside SB. I felt like, okay, i am finished. There's a winner already and its not me. Its Bobowni. I leave them alone, i go inside the room and after a few minutes i go out. They are downstairs, they are still drinking. I decided to go back to the room. Later part of the show, haha, I was awake by some noise and i go down, some of my friends are awake. They told me that something almost happened to SB and Bobowni but the good thing is, they are awake and they tried to prevent whats gonna happen. And after all the stories we all go back to sleep. Sun rise, and i woke up early, i actually was not able to sleep well. I clean the mess, and prepare the breakfast. It seems like nothing happend. We eat all together. Bobowni says "sorry" to me. I asked her why? She said she didn't know what happened last night. I told her, "if you don't remember anything, you should not say sorry." I forgot to disclose that Bobowni is in a relationship.