j's baby｜jaeno [ ON HOLD ]

｜Yours: three

Regret.

That’s probably the right word to describe what Jaemin always felt all this time. When he knew that Jeno was no longer here, he’s slowly breaking down. He asked Jeno’s manager but didn’t get any answer, maybe because Jeno begged the manager not to tell anyone.

The regret would come to him in quiet moments, such as when he was going to sleep or stopped to take a lunch break. He was so lost in thought, thinking about Jeno; does he eat well, is he okay now, or how does he look like right now?

Many thoughts crossed his mind and it’s all about Jeno.

He thought about the latter too much, not realizing that he’s no longer loves Yeri like he used to. He didn’t notice it, but Yeri did.

She noticed how the younger always had that desperate look on his face, she noticed how he always mumbling someone else’s name on his sleep, and she noticed how Jaemin never reply to her ‘I love you’s anymore.

She noticed all of them.

She knew that Jaemin doesn’t love her anymore, that’s why she let him go.

It was hurt at first, especially when Jaemin didn’t react too much about their break up. But she knew that Jaemin wasn’t being himself at that time, she’s no longer the one who can cheer him up.

Now, Jaemin lose both of his loved ones. And truth be told, he’s not really sure what to feel until now.

Everyday seems to be monotone, boring, and full of regret.

He sighed, looking at the pile of papers in front of him lazily. He’s still thinking about Jeno, he missed Jeno’s eye smile, his giggles, his voice, everything.

But a sudden knock on the door interrupted him, the door slowly opens and a man walks in. “What is it, Jungwoo?”

Jungwoo; his secretary stood in front of him with a document on his right grip, “Here are your schedules for next week meeting in China with the Wong company, sir.” He handed over the document and Jaemin read it with a frown on his face. It looks like he’ll be staying in China for about a month; every week he’ll be spending is all about work and work.

“You’ll be going there with Liu Yangyang, sir. He will replace my position as your secretary for a month, I’ll take care of your flight tickets today sir.” The secretary informed and Jaemin nodded.

Before Jungwoo take his leave, he handed another file that looks like a thin paper. “This came from the front desk, sir. It’s Ms. Yeri’s wedding invitation.”

Wedding invitation?

Oh right, it’s been two years since their break up; “When will the wedding be held?”

“Next week, sir.”

Jaemin looked down at the invitation; the soft pink background was pleasingly aesthetic, especially with the golden carving. He remembered that Yeri used to mention how they’re wedding invitation card should have a soft pink color as the background. He’s glad that she finally gets what she wants, well even if she will be with another man on the aisle.