I moved back to the townhouse. It's been three weeks, and as much as Kelly and I love each other, it was time for me to be back at my own place.
All Jay and I do is fight or make love, there's no in between. It's like the great sex makes the pain of our whole situation a little less painful, and it doesn't help that our sex is always hotter when we're mad. I always regret it afterward because I feel like it's keeping me from actually thinking through our situation and deciding where our relationship is going, but then I go and do it again.
"You ready?" I asked as I walked down the stairs. Tonight was the VMAs so Jay and I had another night of pretending to be a happy couple.
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"Wow, you look....damn," Jay said, wrapping his arms around me and bringing his hands down to my ass and trying to kiss me.
I shook my head and moved away from him, "Un uh, what do you think you're doing?"
"You can't be serious...you actin' like I wasn't deep in them guts like an hour ago."
I rolled my eyes, "Yes, and that was a mistake."
"Then you've been making a lot of mistakes lately," he said under his breath.
"What was that?" I asked.
He shook his head. "Nothing, let's go." ——
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