Lunatic // Harry styles

chapter 10

music I recommend for this chapter is "blueneck - weaving spiders come not here"

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Usually, When someone who used to be depressed in their life gets trapped in a mental institution  for the charge of insanity and satisfactory depression, they probably get a huge emotional pain and a loss in hope of living a normal life anymore so they'd rather live with a huge amount of depression and sadness and they give up on life.

surprisngly I don't have that feeling right now. I just don't.

When I first came here I really felt this kind of loss. When I saw how things work in here and how I will live for the rest of my life, how my dad threw me in here and didn't give a shit about me. I

I felt like I wanted to die. Actually everyday for the last couple of days i have been planning on how to get rid of this life.

but now for some reason. I just have an acceptable feeling. I just feel okay. why? I don't know.

This all seems so odd but I'm just going to enjoy the few moments I'm actually not feeling miserable and I'll just let life go on. here I am sitting in the food hall with Harry and Vicky having a very normal conversation about how much harry wieghs.

"I bet he's like 40 or something, I mean look at him." Vicky says looking at harry with a smirk.

"Hey! i have a really tough body actually!" harry protests.

"Right" vicky snorts.

"No vicky you're beeing so unfair!" I say.

"Told you!" Harry says with a proud smile.

"He's probably like 300 pounds." I say and Vicky brusts out laughing.

"What!" He says with a fake hurt face "Look who's talking you're probably so fat" he says and makes a big round with his hands.

"I'm not that fat!"

"You're so fat that you show up on radar" Harry says with a smirk.

"Oh, yeah? you're so fat that you don't need internet 'cause you're already worldwide"

"You're so fat that you got more Chins than a Hong Kong phone book."

"You're so fat that your cereal bowl comes with a life guard "

"You're so fat that small things orbit you!" Harry says and I open my mouth for a second trying to think of a good comeback.

"I really don't want to interrupt your VERY interesting argument but everyone's staring at you" Vicky says and I look around us to find the whole food hall staring at us. Harry and I both shift in our seets awkwardly and just play with our food.

"you're still fat" Harry whispers and I roll my eyes.

"You guys are hilarious" Vicky says.

seconds later The food hall door opens as the nurse that usually bangs with the tray comes in with the woman that was here days ago when the chef was looking for the patient that was in kitchen.

"Attention please everyone" she raises his voice so patients would look at her. Some pay attention and some others seem like they didn't even hearher.

"There will be many changes in how this place goes from now on, there will be new rules and new schedule for everything. This is doctor Josephine Larson" she points to the woman. "And she will be the new therapist"

"Like that is going to help the people here go sane" harry speaks under his breath, shaking his head.

"The new schedule will start from tomorrow and whoever doesn't follow the rules, there will be some serious consequences and I'm sure none of us wants that" as she speaks a patient throws a spoon at her from across the room and the three of us can't help but laugh at what just happened.