Deja vu

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                                                                                                            "We still compose music in the room

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                                                                                                            "We still compose music in the room."

It's been one month since the hospital incident. I've been realy focused on university lately that I have no time for fun. I haven't dated since Namjoon. Whether you believe it or not my heart belongs to Namjoon.

I went to class today. Joy and Jimin came from the door holding hands. I was happy for them not when they were making out next to me though.

"Ew get a room." I told then and they giggled .

The class started. The past month I've been working hard on trying to gain a scholarship to Sweden and today the results were supposed to come out.

The campus was really crowded as well. i don't know what's going on maybe they had a seminar or something. Class finished and I was about to go to the administration office to see my results. I was so nervous and wasn't thinking straight the onlly thing I was thinking was the results.

I was about to see my results when I bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry." I said and looked at the stranger's face only to be met with a pair of eyes that I never imagine that I was going to see them again.

"Namjoon?" I asked him and looked at me.

"Rev?" He asked confused.

"Hi." I said smiling at him.

"Hey. It's been a while." He said.

"Yeah I know. " I said looking down. "How come you're here?" I asked him.

"Well we have this really boring seminar." He said and I smiled.

I was happy seeing him again. My heart was beating so fast that I thought it would come out of my chest.

"How about I skip the seminar? We have a lot to talk about." He said winking at me.

"Wait a minute then." I said as I went to the administration office to see the results.

He followed me.

"Oh my god I got it." I said to myself he might have heard it.

"You're going to sweden?" He asked me shocked.

"Yes I got the scholarship. I can't believe this." I said crying out of hapiness finally my hard work paid off.

He lowered his head.

"Well since it's my  celebration I'll treat you to lunch." I said and he agreed.

He drove us there. We placed our orders and as we were waiting for them we catch up on a lot of things.

"You know I never meant to hurt you?" I said looking down.

'Yeah I know." He said.

"How?" I asked him.

"Jimin came all over to my campus and we had a long conversation about you and he apologised for everything." He said and I looked at him shocked.

"Then why didn't you cam in contact with me earlier?" i asked him.

"It's not that I didn't want to." He said and I looked at him furious.

"Then what was it?" I asked him.

"I can't tell you but you'll find out sooner than you think." He said smiling.

i had so many questions.

"Do you stilll love me?" I asked him.

"I never stopped." He said smiling.

"Then why didn't you come to the hospital when I needed you." I said feeling sad.

"Who said I din't came?" I came late at night to let Jimin rest." He said.

"Rev." He said taking a hold of my hands. "I want us o be back together." He said.

"Namjoon it's too late. I'm leaving in three days." I said."I know but please give a chance to prove to you that I love you." He said and I looked down.

"But if we make up now I'll be sad once I move to Sweden." I said feeling doubtful.

"I'll let you think about it I'm just saying that I never stopped thinking about you. I know it took me a while but it took me a while to realise you're the only one that I ever really loved. It drove me crazy that you kissed him but I thought about it over and over again and I finally made my decision. You're the only one I love and I want so badly to be with you again even if that means for only 5 days." He said and I couldn't resist him.

"How come you changed your mind ?" I asked him.

"After talking with Jimin he told me that he was the one to kiss you and he insisted that I was making you really happy. I was thinking if i'm making her happy why did she kissed him? He told me that you were embarrassed to admit it to me since you were afraid of my reaction and he told me that you risked your friendship for me. He opened my eyes and that was whe I realise you trully loved me but I needed some time to myself. I also neede time to remove my feelings for Louise. When we first met i would still think about her but now the only thing  i think about it's you. Now I can say that I'm 100% in love with you." He said.

"Does that mean you'll forgive me?" I asked him.

"Only if you kiss me." He said making me giggle.

The food came and we ate all of it . We talked about a lot of things. I missed these little easy talks we always had.

He decided that it was time to go home. He told me he was supposed to leave in 5 days. 

"Where are you going to stay?"I asked him as I was getting closer to the door.

"Jimin suggested I'll sleep in his apartment." He said and I looked at him

"Aaaa Okay. So does that mean we'll say our goodbyes?" I asked him.

He got closer placing his  hands on my  calves.

"First you owe me something." He said.

"Oh yeah your hoodie. You're right I never returned that." I said and he laughed at me.

"No you forgot this." He said as he placed his lips on mine.

The butterflies in my stomach started dancing salsa. I didn't even hesitate to kiss him back. He placed his hands on my lower back and brought me closer to him while I placed my hands in his hair. I couldn't control my feelings towards him anymore. I wanted him so bad. I was craving his touch  all this time. He never left my mind.

Things heated up quicker than I thought. He managed to unlock the door and  he placed his hands under my booty and I took the chance and locked them around his waist. He led us to my room. He opened the door and placed me gently on the bed  while he got his shirt off.

He then returned to me. He took of my shirt and started placing butterly kisses all over my neck while in the meantime I was unbuttoning his pants he managed to take them off and he took off mine. As he was about to take off my bra he stopped just to make sure I wanted this. I nodded at him.

I can say that it was one of the best nights in my life. The room soon enough was filled with euphoric sounds while both of us enjoying this intimacy. That was what brought our relationship closer.

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