Don't leave me.....

chap 15

i left crying,tommy ruined my life.

i sat down on the grass crying,then zack came saying:

- chloe are you okay darling?

-omg, dont call me that u re not my boyfriend!!

-but,why did u kissed me?

-cause,cause,look i really apprisiate u like a friend but we cant be us,alright?

-but,why?

-its smth that i dont wanna tell u or anyone else!

-oh,right i got it!

-what?

- u  still didnt forgot tommy!

-no,its not that,i wanna kill myself!i lost my family,my mom left,my sister too,and my dad died when i was 14 from his cancer and my grandpa is fighting cancer,trish died,and i lost tommy and my life is ruined because im pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zack was shocked he was spekless........

-what?!

-i didnt tell,u i didnt tell u!!!

-oh my gosh!!!!!

-ahggggggggggggggg i hate myself!!!(and i starded to cry so fucking hard)

-oh chloe stop youhave me here!

and he hugged me sohard i put my head at hisshoulder whith my tears droopping from my eyes, then he was watching me like he wantted to kiss me in his hot lips,i looked at himand i wannted too,but thentommy camed and they starded to fight.i screamed:

-stop!!!

-no,until u guys tell me why were u kissing!!!!!!

- huh!!!
-yeah, tell me!!

- becausei m his girlfriend and i love him he is the one for me okay!!!!!

-so this was reall huh!?

- yes  tommy it was!!!

-okay,then we arent talking to each other anymore,okay!
-

- okay i got used to it!!!

-fine!

- fine!!

-AND YOU  BECAUREFULL WHERE YOU PUT YOUR DIRTY LIPS OKAY CAUSE ILL BE THE LAST WHO TOUCHES THEM U GOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

-OKAY ASSHOLE!!

They were fighting again and i got zack arm on my arm and itold him

- i wanna leave!!!

-okay babe we arre leaving!!

- tommy  now uneed to leave me alone,u got me!!

-i dont!!!

-ahgggggg so we are leaving,bye tommy!!

-bye!!

i heard him hitting the tree so hard and i closed myeyes and i bitted my lips and i left whith no words.......................................................................

tomorrow our school was celebreating theyre universary of the school,and they were doing a masck party  and zack called me:

- hey,chloe!!!

- hey,zack!

-if u dont mind do u wanna come at the the masck party whith me?

-sure!!

-okay se ya there!!

- C ya!!

i hung up the phone,and went in my room to find a beatiful dress, then mom called and i was so happy  cause she worried for me and i open the phone exatly:

- hey,mom  i relly  missed u!!

- chloe im just calling u to tell you that grandpa died!!!( she was crying)

-what, how,when!!

- yesterday, night he wantted to tell u  that he loved u  and missed ya!!

-mom, i miss him!!

-okay,we all do but i need to go, bye!!

- mom,please dont hung up the phone!!

-bye chloe!!

she hungged the phone and i was alone in my dark room i havent slept there since mom went in germany,and i left her to stay whith tommy, and when i oppend my bed there was  tommys shirt, i saw it for a second and i called him to take it, i heard his perfume smell, god it was so hot!!

the door rangged, i went to open it and i  gave him the blouse and  he  pushed the door and closed it i was scared,and then he pushed me to the wall and he was tlelling me:

-i  cant live whithout u!!

- tommy stop!!

- i cant i just cant when i saw u  whith zack i wntted to kill myself and i just wanna feel your body on mine when i push u up and down like crazy, when i feel your llips under miine and when i touch all your beatiful body,and kiss it allover again,please can we do that again,chloe i understand that i made that mistakebut it wont happen again please forgive me pleace, can u?

i  felt his breath on my lips and i just wannted to push him on the floor andto take off his clothes and to kisshim hard allover again and then i was so under his spell, and then i was ready to kiss himand grabiell was in his  acr and she shouted :

- tommyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

-ITS TOO LATE TOMMY,i cant forgive and  i have a bf and you so do,so we cant be together, im sorry

- okay bye but just know this i relly love you whith all my hert

he closed the door and left whith grabiella in his car watching my house sadly.......

i really cant get over him, i cant love two boys in the same time and i cant do this to trish and im  sorry for her..........

and i was thinking for my baby,where to go cause my  tommy was getting larger..............