Don't leave me.....

Chapter 20

When tommys mom left i went at tommy ,but there next to his room was grabiella slepping .I open the door quitely and there was my sleeping beauty,he had white lips,paled face,but still hot af. I starded crieing saying:
"-So he we are now,were so assholes,right?"
(No response.)
"-Youre mad at me too,huh?"
"-well you have the right too,because im a fucking bitch who ignored you or didnt want to kiss those soft hot lips that make my body shake when i see them,oh godd theyre so hot i just wanna rape you right now!!"
(No response.)
"-Just talk to me, okay i addmit that i love you,miss you,ahgg its so hard to see you like this!!!!"
(No response.)
"-just fucking talk to me!!!!!!!
"-Say that you hate me or love me ,agrue with me,just say something,im begging you because itll be the last time ill see you or maybe talk to you!!"
"-tommy i dont want you to die cause if youll die well die together,you changed my world my life,from an ordinary life you made it crazy,i remember for the first time we made love (laugh and cry)when i was madd at Grabiella and then you were trying to kiss me and i kissed you and when we were at my room,Tommy i never new you could take me so high that i could i even touch the sky,and the time we were at the park,at the prom,at the car when you told before having me a girlfriend you was or we both were virgins.But im gladd that my virginity went right but tommy i wont forget the day that you betrayed me with grabiella the day that i was telling you that i was pregnant with you,tomm i lost my family because of you,i lost my bestfriend because of you,i lost a lot of things in life but i dont wanna lose you.Youre the best boyfriend ever and i love you!"
"-But please dont leave me,dont go i want you so bad, but tommy i need to tell you smth im leaving tomorrow morning in Berlin with zack and you wont see me again ,i promise i just want to make your life easier okay,youll live with grabiella shes a nice girl and shes gonna take care of you,im sorry tommy but im leaving ill always want you or love you!"
I gave him a kiss goodbye and left crying.
When i was leaving grabiella shouted loudly:
"-Doctor,nurse is anybody here?!"
And then when i heard her i ran as fast as i could hes body was shaking his mouth was full of blodd,hes eyes were open but shaking too much.
Doctors came immidietly and told everyone to get out cause he was having a heart attack.
Then i tryed to get in,i fell on the floor telling my self its just a nightmare its just an nightmare and criying loudly grabiella slapped at me and shouted:
"-shut the fuck up you arent making this any easier for me,for yourself or for tommy,so just shut the fuck up!!!"
She was totally right so i got up and told her:
"-Youre right im leaving in Berlin tomorrow with zack youll just tell me if he lives or nah,but i just want you to take care of him Grabiella okay?"
"-What,say it again?"
"-Im leaving tomorrow in Ber.."
"-Not that idiot the part that you were leaving!"
"-Yes im leaving,but im not leaving because i dont love him but i want him to forget me and youll take care of him okay?"
"-Well alright then but now you should leave right now if you dont wanna getin troubles with tommys mom!"
I saw tommy for the last time suffering ,and thinking is he crieing inside,does he feel pain like i do,will he hate me when he learns that i left from him.

Tomorow
I left my house with memories in my mind,and then i got in the car and left crying with no voice just tear drops.
When we arrived at the plane,i sat on my chair and look at the sky i left saying just a word:
"-Goddbye Tommy,goddbye forever my love!"