On Repeat [Sanders Sides] DISCONTINUED FOR NOW

Lost

WARNINGS: Talk about making out, talk of abuse, talk of suicide, talk of starving oneself, crying.

Virgil

hi. um so if you remember like the second entry, i had this one bully guy who i honestly think is gay (not that there's anything wrong with that) and like every time he decides to use me as his punching bag princey shows up (i think he's stalking me- not that that's a problem). the first time (page two obvs) he did this he took me to the nurse and um big stuff ahead i decided to kiss his cheek cause i was out of my mind or something and he moved his head and we-

we kissed- and we didn't exactly pull away quickly either.

we haven't really made anything 'official' but that definitely wasn't the last time.

THIRD POV

The group was already at the old library, this meet up isn't needed they just figured if they knew more about eachother the plan would work better.

After the normal time that everyone is there the group decided to sit and chill for a while before talking more about the plan.

That didn't go as planned.

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"Where's Princey?" Virgil says, accidentally calling Roman by his nickname.

"Come to think of it I haven't seen Roman or Remus all day." Damian joined in, not even noticing the nickname but just knowing who Virgil was talking about.

"Princey?" Patton whispered to Virgil, the two have been getting closer as friends in this little journey.

"Hm,,, anyone know where they live? We could pay a small visit?" Remy suggests.

Most of the group shake their heads and there is a collective 'no' before Damian pipes up.

"I know where they live, but it's kinda far from here." He says.

"Well then lets get going, they may be fine but no harm in checking right?" Remy asked.

Thirty Minutes Later

"Um since they know me I'll go ahead and go up there, uh you guys stay here." Damian says semi-nervously.

If what he is thinking happened, their mother might not be too happy to see him.

Damian walks up to the door and presses the golden and white doorbell, did I mention that Remus and Roman are rich?

He takes a deep breath almost immediately before the door opens revealing Remus' and Romans dad.

There was an awkwardish silence before the man speaks up.

"De you're always perfect with timing, she just left the house, Im not sure for how long but you... and your friends, can come on in." The dad says.

Damian nods and waves for the others to come inside as he walks inside.

"They're in their room, be careful they will be a little emotional." The dad warns.

Damian weakly smiles to the dad and nods before telling the others to stay with the dad for now as he went to talk to them.

Damian climbed the stairs which led almost directly to their room and he knocked lightly.

A little harder.

Once more.

He was about to knock again when the door opened to an almost sobbing Remus and a mostly calm Roman who was holding a bottle of foundation and a brush, Only then did Damian notice the forming bruise around Remus' left eye, halfway covered with the makeup.

Damian didn't even hesitate and instantly reached forward to conceal Remus in a tight hug.

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"So are you all De's friends or Remus' and Roman's or both?" The dad asks.

"I'd say both." Patton took the liberty of answering.

"Oh, well if you wouldn't mind, could you tell me all your names?"

Logan took the liberty this time.

"My name is Logan, That's Patton, The one in the purple jacket is Virgil, The one with the pink shirt is Emile, The young one is Thomas, and The one with the sunglasses is Remy." Logan explains.

"Logan, Patton, Virgil, Emile, Thomas, and Remy... hmm that a strange bunch of names but I like it." The dad says.

"Yes well, I must take my leave and anyone who needs a ride home from me probably needs to as well." Logan says politely before leaving having a few of the others, (Patton, and Emile) say goodbye as well and leaving.

"Hm now that I think about it, Virgil, your name sounds familiar, do you happen to hang out with Roman or Remus more then the others? I swear one of them have talked about you." dad says.

Virgil blushes under his pale foundation, "I hang out with Roman a bit more I guess.. oh sorry, I have to leave now my grandma wants me home for dinner, bye-" He leaves, his anxiety kicking in a bit.

"So Remy, tell me a bit about yourself, if you don't mind." he says.

"Um... I practically raise my younger brother."

The dad cuts him off, "What about your mother? Don't you have to go to High School?"

"My mother died... um about two years ago, she uh.. decided she didn't want to live anymore." Remy says, Speaking quietly.

"Oh, I'm so sorry." He says.

"no- no, its fine you didnt know." Remy defends.

"You dont have to answer, but did your father ever remarry? If not at least you have him."

"He did, shes honestly really nice, but shes young and doesnt hardly know how to cook so... not like i eat much anyways heh."

"Oh,,, um one more question, im sorry about this interrogation, but ever since you came inside i noticed that you wear sunglasses and a jacket, what i mean is, how is your homelife?"

"Uh,,, well its not good, i guess-" Remy gets cut off.

"Our daddy is mean to my brohter! he.. he hits him and calls him a she!" Thomas blurts out.

Remy is honestly shocked, he doesnt know what to say, if he should even say anything, maybe this man can help until they leave this place, maybe he wont have to suffer until everything is ready.

AN: YEET YEET THE BUS TO HOW SAD CAN THIS BOOK GET IS LEAVING IN TEN MINUTES!