As the moon shines trough a window so close,
the time has been standing and
my mind is stuck
in someone elses house,
I'm an prisoner in my own heart,
which seems to be a save space from the start,
yet if you look closely you might see the bars,
that are actually pushing me inside my mind and won't let me leave,
as i cut my nails into my skin,
those birds are singing those strange melodies,
why won't they give in?
Why won't they leave me who ive been?
Yet so many questions won't give me the answers,
while blood is dripping down my arms like the tears which l shed inside my heart,
i want to scream and shout so loud,
no matter where i go,
i cant GET OUT,
MY MIND IS SCREAMING,
WITH EVERY LETTER THAT l WROTE,
AND STILL WHY CANT I LEAVE THIS STUPID HOUSE,
as l sleep trough the night,
keep seeing it in my mind, in my dreams,in my eyes,
its haunting me,
as long as im gone,
its haunting me,
calling me,
telling me.. to go home..
