(i wrote this last year, i just never postet it anywhere)
looking up to something that so far away,
even tho she left you,
these eyes found a different way,
beautiful, cold and dark,
getting lost in your heart,
nothing was good enough,
nothing was perfect,
no matter what you said was worth it,
doing everything you want,
like walking on quicksand,
nothing was as it seemed,
you changed your words so often,
just to get a stupid reason to be upset,
thinking your heart might soften
was a beautiful lie,
even tho i tried to say goodbye
so many times,
yet something in her couldn't let go,
it hurt so much,
but she just wasn't old enough
to stay on her own,
she still has no clue to where she belongs
and that's all thanks to you
