Swan Dive (tododeku)

I'm scared....

~Izuku's Pov~

It's been a couple days since I told Todo-kun about... Bakugou. But... Im planning on showing Bakugou who the 'mysterious ghost of UA' is (me)... I asked Todo-kun to come with to help me. He honestly makes me feel stronger. And I feel like if I tell Bakugou who I am... I'll be let go, y'know like... Able to go to heaven or... Hell... I'm not sure where I'll go to be honest... I did commit sin... I don't want to think about that right now...

We're in class and Mr.Aisawa just got up from his nap, this means the class period will end and we'll all have lunch. Todoroki talked to Bakugou and made plans to meet at the front of the school. Right now, I'mHavingASlightPanicAttackBecauseWhatIfHeScreamsOrYellsOrHurtsSomeone (I'm having a slight panic attack because what if he screams or yells or hurts someone)... What if he hurts Todo-kun!! No. Todo-kun can handle himself... I'm not exactly sure how Bakugou will even take the news?... AH! he's here.

"Bakugou. Their is someone that would like to talk to you." Todokun said in his monochromatic voice.

"Then where the hell are they half n' half bastard!!" Bakugou 'lightly' yells.

"Right here"...

Todokun motions to where I am... I've been practicing to show myself since I told Todo-kun about my situation with Bakugou. I show myself.

At first Bakugou just looks angry... But then he must have taken in who I am and goes to a more shocked and guilty face...

"U..umm... H.hii.. K..kach.. Bakugou..."

"...Deku....deku.deku.deku.deku" he starts to pull at his hair and goes down on his knees... He looks like he's going to cry...

"Kacchan!" I reach out a hand to help him...

"NO! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!"

I slowly back away, Todokun takes a possessive stance in front of me.

"Don't hurt him."

"I GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!! GO!" Hes yelling even louder now.

I see a small red flash and someone holding onto Bakugou- I'm falling- I see concrete- It's happening all over again- I hear people yelling my name- No.- I can't breathe- But- This is different- it's one person- Todoroki- I don't hit the ground- Something around my waist-
Darkness.-

I wake up to a blinding light.
I don't wanna leave him.
Please don't make me leave him.
I love him.

Dear Shoto,
..............................
Love, Izuku Midoriya 💚♥️

~~Shotos pov~~

Bakugou's screaming.
Kirishima is holding him.
Izuku.
I look behind me to see him falling.
I run to him.
"IZUKU"
"IZU"
"PLEASE... PLEASE... C'MON STOP IT!"
He starts to disappear..
He looks so calm, comfortable, and yet looks so scared.
I can't take this.
I feel something hot on my cheeks.
The boy I love I disappearing in my hands...
The boy that changed me.
The boy that saved me.
The boy that didn't deserve any of this bullshit!
That boy is dying... No... He's been dead, yet so... Alive.
He's gone.
The noice around me I too much.
Indeed to get away from people.
From them.
From him.
I run.
My dorm!
I get in and accidentally slam the dorm shut
I don't care.
I start bawling my eyes out... Again... I haven't cried many times in my life. Not since I way very young. But all my tears from the many years spilled out onto my hands, onto my pants, onto the floor.

After a while... I guess a bit longer than that... 3 hours.. I calmed down. At one point I'd heard knocks on my door but they left a long time ago. I look around my dorm room. The room we met and spent most of our time in... The room we confessed... But I don't have any tears left to cry, at least for now. I see a note on my bed.

Dear Shoto,
You're not your father.
Please know that.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
I thought this might happen... I did what I was supposed to, I showed Bakugou what he did to me, how I ended up... I'm gone but your still there. I'm in a good place. I promise.
I know you were going to end your life.
Please don't.
You deserve so much more than that.
Smile.
Smile for me.
Smile for the sun, the moon, the stars.
Smile brighter than them combined.
Live.
Live for yourself.
Not him.
Be who you want.
Not what he makes you.
Not what the world wants of you.
Change.
The world.
People's perspectives on things.
People's actions.
For the better.
But most of all.
Love.
Love yourself.
Love others.
Love life, and take advantage of your time.
Love, Izuku Midoriya 💚♥️.

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Ok! Sad! I guess this is the end! Ik it's short but it's not really supposed to be long! Hope u guys enjoyed!(also, Izuku said he'd be in a "good place" not a better place because no place is better thanp where he was with Todoroki!!!💚♥️

~LilLesbian