Blair

Chapter 12

Beep! Beep!

I looked at her still body on the hospital bed. I grabbed her hand.

"I'm- I didn't mean for this to happen- you just-" i sighed.

"You really hurt me Blair." Was all I said when the door opened and Mr. Green walked in.

"Get the fuck out this is all your fault."

"Mr. Green I didn't-"

"Get the fuck out!" I got out and saw Lyric standing on the wall. I thanked god that it was just her because I couldn't deal with the rest of them.

She got off of the wall and handed me my jacket I put it on.

"Jamie talk to me." She said.

"I caused that."

"Okay."

"Okay!? It's not okay I'm in love with her!" I slapped my hand over my mouth swearing to myself.

Lyric nodded.

"It's okay to love someone other than yourself you know?" I shook my head.

"I never felt this way about anyone ever and it scares me."

"It's okay to let yourself feel." I nod and she hugs me.

"Now are we going to get something to eat because we've been here a while and I'm starving." I laughed and nodded.

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When I walked into school everyone clapped as if Blair getting hit was something I wanted, Lyric came beside me.

"They've been talking about how you wanted that to happen and-"

"Congrats bitch! We did it now whose life are we going to ruin now?" Clever said I shook my head pushing through them and walking to class.

I really just wanted to be alone and they were pissing me off.

During lunch I decided to go to my car, I saw Mr. Green get out of his car and a thought came up in my mind, I started my car driving to the place I was told not to go to. 

I walked into the hospital.

"Hi I'm here to visit Blair Green."

"Okay and you are?" The lady asked.

"I'm her...... sister." I said and the lady nodded and I walked back to her room and opened the door but she wasn't in her bed.

I began to panic, where the hell is she. The bathroom door opened and she walked out ruffling her short hair and coughing.

I let out a sigh of relief and she turned her head in my direction and gasped.

"Jamie."

"Blair I-"

"You really need to leave I don't want you here."

"Just let me explain please!" I said.

"You ruined my life because i said I didn't want to be with you!"

"I know I was just hurt and I didn't know how to take that rejection, you didn't deserve what I did to you."

She shakes her head.

"No! No I really didn't." She begins walking back to her bed but loses her balance and I rush to her catching her.

"Don't touch me." I rolled my eyes trying to help her to her bed. She slaps my hand away.

"I said don't touch me!"

"Let me help you before you hurt yourself!"

"I'd rather fall down a set of stairs then letting you help me!" She said. "Now let me go."

I shook my head. "No."

"Stop it."

She was pushing me away and I was trying to help her.

"I hate you!" She finally screamed pushing me that's when i all tumbled down.

She began sobbing pushing me away.

"You are a terrible person and I hate you."

"I know." I whispered.

"You made me feel like shit when in reality you're the shitty person!" I nodded listening to every word she told me.

"Blai-"

"You made me want to die!"

"I'm sorry." I said.

"But I hate myself even more because even when you did all those bad things to me i still wanted you." She said.

I looked into her green teary eyes and smiled.

She wants me really?! Before i knew what i was doing i leaned down and slammed my lips into her roughly. I put my hand in her hair devouring her taste.

Before i knew it i was picking her up and she wrapped her legs me and I laid her on the bed. I kissed down her neck and her hands roamed around my body.

She reached under my skirt but i grabbed both of her hands and put them above her head pinning her down.

"You dont know how much i wanted this." I said in between kisses as my lips roamed to her lower region. I pulled the hospital dress up and slid her lace panties down.

I looked into her eyes and she bit her lip nodding and I stuck my fingers inside of her and she throws her head back moaning, I licked her clit and she moaned closing her eyes.

"I'm never going to hurt you again." I said licking her clit again.

"I-" the door opened making us jump up.

It was the nurse.

"I-I thought you said she was your sister." Blair looked at her confused.

"I really care about my sister." I said and the doctor made a disgusting face. Me and blair laughed.