I feel overwhelmed as I lay their in the room struggling for breathe.
It's a dream I told myself. The squip is dead. Then Jeremy got up. He walked by me as if I didn't exist. "Jeremy?" I manage. He turned around he looked around and responded " Micheal?!" He seemed happy. Then his expression changed. He looked as if he wanted me do burn in hell. "Why are you talking to me?" He asked. "I u-uhh" I stammered. "You gay ass freak" he said. It hurt me to hear him say that stuff. "I don't even know why im here, I'm leaving" I felt dizzy and unaware, I stopped thinking, then another voice comes over my brain, "does that make you feel bad,I could only imagine how you feel, tell him the same, ugh don't you hate him, tell him what you think, tell him what I tell you." The voices rang in my head. I hear ring in the back of my ears and I know exactly what to say." you know what, I never needed you anyway, you only push me back and I'm sick of it, you hurt me and make me feel like shit" I said. He twitched and looked normal. " Micheal... you actually mean that?" "Yes I do mean that" I stopped myself...."Huh, uh what just happened?" I said realizing that I had just said that. I look over at Jeremy he's sobbing! " j-jeremey... I didn't.. it wasn't me" "really?"he said sarcastically "then who was it?" "Uh, um," I said starting to panic " I don't- I just stopped thinking then I realized I was- I was saying all this mean shot about you and-" "ok" Jeremy cut me off. "You believe me" I said happily. Jeremy twitched again "of corse I don't" he said bitterly. He twitched again. "Are you okay" I ask "I'm- I don't know, it's the squip, what ever rude ass stuff I say its-" he flinched "what I mean. Is, Any rude shit I say.. I mean." I started sobbing. "This isn't you" I said, "it's the squip" "here" I passes him a beer from my mini fridge "drink it" "I'm not drinking that, I'm not going to make my squip go away." He twitched then suddenly chugged the can. "Thank you!" He said
