EVERYTHING ABOUT HER (the More You Hate .the More You Love . Jenlisa Story)

I Let You Alone Part 3

Jennie

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Dahil sa inis ko ky unnie at sa bago nyang kaibigan na may light brown hair.
Hindi na ko pumasok sa last two subjects. namin at dumiretso na ko ng uwi .
Well . Its actualy my plan bcos i feel boredam at the class .
Its not my thing actualy .
So i go home without hesitation .
Go straight to my room .
And pushed myself in the bed .
. Gosh . I want to do this everyday wholeday .
I said while closing my eyes. And fell asleep.

Jisoo pov

I feel iritate bcos jennie doing her thing again .
Escaping the class .
. My goshhhhh . She's realy annoying .
Sure to kill her later ...

I just think about jennie when suddenly teacher ask me.

Ms kim ?? Where is your couzin ?

Huh ? U-mmm sir . S-s-sh-es i-s ahmm.
I sttutering and i dont know what to say it .

. So i guess . She's escaping again miss kim ??

I nod slightly and look down .

Ms kim . . Im just worried na baka puro ganyan nanaman ang gawin ng pinsan mo ?
And im not new about that but .
Do her father know about that ? About her daughter cutting her class always ?
Well i guess he know . He still signing her daughter card .kahit na ang bababa ng marka nito . So guess its okay to him .
But 1 day . Kung uulit ulit nanaman ni ms kim ang pag kacutting . . Kailangan ko ng makausap ang father nya at kung bakit hinahayaan nya lang yung anak nya na ganyan .

Teacher said in a serious tone.
Im just shock and feel nervous now .

...

After class . I walk fast with iritating face .
When someone call me .

Jisoo !?

Ohh.  Lisa ? Hi . .i smile slightly.

Are you okay  ? She ask me with a worried face.

Yeah.  Ofcors . Bakit mo natanong ?

Well . Your couzin . She's escaping right? I saw you in class room .
You feel annoyed i guess?
-She said .

Yeah . Sinong hindi maiinis lisa ?
Lagi nyang ginagawa yan kahit noon pa.
Tapos gagawin nya ulit ngayon .
Its first day of school again . Lisa .
Unang araw palang . Ginawa nanaman nya . Hindi na talaga sya nahiya.
Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko sakanya . Napaka imposible nya . (sigh)

Lisa did not talk after what i said .
She just stared at me and sigh.

Lisa . ?? Want me to acompany you ?

No . I brought my car . Lisa said while smiling.

Ow . Okay lisa . .
So . See you tomorow ?

Yes i guess .. (she smirk)

Lisa and i leave with a difrent route.

...

After 25 minutes.
I arrived at our house.
I headed to jennie's room .
At syempre .
Naabutan ko syang natutulog .

Jennie !!!!!!!!!!!
-I shouted .

Gosh . Unnie . Why are you shouted . Cant you see im sleeping ?!!.
-She said while glaring at me  .

What ?!
I dont care kung natutulog ka !
.  Sisigawan kita kung gusto ko !
-I yelled back.

Yeah.  And you always like that unnie !!
Ruining my day .!

Realy ?? What the hell on you jennie ?!!
And Yeah. ! Im always yelling jennie .!
But this time . I have a reason to shout you more .
Bcos you escaping again .
Really jen? In the first day of school ?!!!
-I shout angrily .
And She just staring at me .

What jennie ?! . Sige . Sabihin mo sakin ngayon kung sawa ka ng mag aral . Hindi naman kita pinipilit e .  hanggat maaga.
Tutal 1st day palang naman e
-i breath heavily bfore spoke again

Kung gusto mo mag stop .
Mag stop ka ! Tutal . Hindi ko na alam kung ano pang isasagot ko sa teacher natin kapag tinatanong ka nya sakin !!!!

. Jennie ! Pagod na pagod na kong pag takpan ka sa teacher natin.  !
Lalong lalo na sa dadi mo . !
-i glared at her

Pagod nakong mag sinungaling na nag aaral ka ng mabuti at araw araw kang pumapasok . Kahit na letche !!
hindi naman talaga!! 

(taking my breath)

Kelan ka ba mag babago ?!! Ganyan ka nalang ba habang buhay ?!!
Sawang sawa nko sayo jennie !!!
Sawang sawa na ko sa pilya mong ugali !
-I shouted her

Well this is the first time na masigawan ko sya at mapag sabihan ng walang preno .

Ahh ganon ?
Sawa ka na ? .
Pagod ka na ?
O !
di iwan mo ko !!
Lumayas ka !
Layasan mo ko .!!
Tutal . Hindi naman kita kailangan .
-She said while glaring at me.

Im shock about what she said .
I look at her with teary eye
I feel pain inside of me .
I breath heavly

Okay fine .
If thats what you want . !!
I give you what you want
-i take a deep breath
.  .
You want me to go?
Bcos you dont need me anymore ??? ! Fine jennie .Fine .!!
-i yelled.

!! Kung yan ang gusto mo jennie.
Lalayasan na kita .
Ngayon . Malaya ka ng gawin lahat ng gusto mo !!
-gigil kong sabi and about to leave but she suddenly shouted again .

Yes !! You can leave me now without hesitation !!!
Bcos your such a selfish unnie
Your now thinking about yourself. !!
Selfish!!!
-She yelled to me.

I turn around to faced her .

Me ?? Selfish ??
You said im selfish jennie ?
Damn you !!!
-my tears fall down .

How jen ? How ?!!!!
-i yeled cracking my voice

Bulshit jennie !!!!!
-Nang gigigil kong sigaw sakanya..

All my life jennie .
All my life . .Umikot sa pag iintindi sayo!
Sa pagkukubli sa mga ginagawa mo !
Sa pag tatanggol sayo!
Ako ang rason kung bakit hanggang ngayon . Hindi ka pa nadadala sa new zealand .
Dahil sa pag mamakaawa ko sa dad mo na wag kang ilayo !
At dahil ayaw mo ding tumira don . Dahil nag makaawa ka sakin na tulungan kita !
Ako din ang pumipirma sa bullshit mong card .!
Bcos you dont want to know your dad about your fucking grades dahil sigurado kang ipapadala ka nya sa new zealand sa ayaw at sa gusto mo !
-i yelled sobbing

Jennie . Ako nag aalaga sayo e.
Ako nag titiis sa katigasan ng ulo mo .!! Lahat ng bagay . Inadjast ko para sayo !
Kahit gustong gusto ko na sa new ziland tumira dahil gustong gusto kong makasama yung nanay ko . Pero mas pinili kong mag stay dito . Just to be with you !!
Bcos i am thinking about you! Dahil hindi kaya ng konsensya ko na iwan ka dito !! Bcos i dont want you to be alone . Bcos i know.  What is your past ! I know your fucking pain !! I know your fucking weaknes !!!
And i know you cant be alone.!
Tapos ngayon sasabihin mo hindi mo na ko kailangan ? Na selfish ako ???
My god jennie !!
-I shouted her with my crack voice .
And cry hard infront of her .

How could you say that to me huh ?
Ngayong ako ang halos umiintindi jan sa pangit mong ugali!!
(sobbing)

Well then.  If thats what you want .
Then i leave you now .
I wiped my tears .

Thank you for apriciating my fucking care for you jennie !!!!!
I said to her then leave with my teary eye.

(TO BE CONTINUE)