Death Over Love (Completed)

V

I look at the male with green mint hair.
He has his mouth open, mostly shocked.
Or I don't know.

"Hi I'm -" I was cut off by the male. "Kim taehyung." I shook my head "How do you know?" I said, he cleared his throat.

"What about we go to a restaurant?"
Said jungkook next to me. I nodded and we went into the car. I heard a song come on.

너를 나쁘게 사랑해 너를 나쁘게 사랑해, 나 인형 만들어 봐

I sang with all my voice which made my lungs hurt. I coughed when I was done, they laughed at my silliness.

"Where here." said the mint haired boy.
I got out the car and saw thunder ahead. I gulped but remained calm.
"Scared of thunder?" I nodded.

We went in and took a seat. We looked at each other, I was the one to look away first.

What the hell is that? I thought as I saw cream on top of the coffee.
I drank it and gave a thumbs up, which was fake no one noticed thank god.

"So, taehyung? Do you remember my name? How old am I? Nothing." he said sadly but I didn't hear anything I nodded. They looked at me with watery eyes. "Why are you guys c-crying?" I ask but they just began crying. I panicked.

"Oh, ow!" I raise my hand to my heart.
"Oh, shit my pill-" I got cut off when I accidentally threw something and it shattered. All of them looked at me and I smiled back embarrassed. They wiped their tears.

"Let's go talk in my house." said the mint hair guy.

*time skip*

We arrived and walked into the cold living room. We were silent until jungkook said something. "Taehyung..do you remember..me and yoongi?" he pointed to himself and the mint hair male. "Am sorry I don't." I said honestly. They both sighed and took out a disc from a envelop.

They put in the disc and the screen became white, I pressed the 'memories'
Then that's when I saw my own face?
I looked sad and angry. "Jeon jungkook.
I heard you talking to jimin hyung, I hope he's good for you." The taehyung in the screen said. well, I was lying if I didn't know them both but I had to lie.

"Wait? Who's jimin?" I said lying.
They looked at each other "Uh- no one."
I nodded and continued looking at the screen which made my eyes kinda tear up. "Why does he look so sad?" I said to jungkook. "Because..someone he loved..cheated on h-him."

I look at the giggling taehyung, which was me. Yes I did have cancer, illness and heart disease. But I didn't talk about the heart disease. I began to cry looking at myself through the screen.
"Ah-yoongi hyung! Stop running!!"
The screen said and I laughed quietly.

Faking death...what could I say..maybe it's time to tell the truth..but am afraid...afraid he'll hate me for my actions.

I stared blankly at the screen and both seem to notice and get worried.
I began rocking back words and forwards and held my heart. "Ow, my..heart! Inhaler give me the inhaler!"
I yelled through hard breaths.

"Found it! Come on taehyung." said both and I took the inhaler and breath onto it making my breath calm down.

"What happened to you?" yoongi asks.
I try and find words but all are tangled together. "I..i-i have heart disease..and cancer. I'll live for a next..3..years."
I said holding back from crying.

They looked at me wide eyes. "Why didn't you...tell us?" jungkook says and gulps. "I don't even know you..how am I suppose to know.." I lied. I got up and coughed, I looked back at the screen and saw a letter in the bottom of the screen.

'I may take a different path, but I didn't I made my own path.'

I tilt my head sideways jungkook and yoongi comes. "What are you looking at?" I turn my head and pointed to the letter on the screen. "What's it mean?" I ask in a low voice.

"He..well he wrote it when he died..one day after he died." yoongi says sadly. "What's your name?" I say. "Min yoongi, friend of taehyung..actually best friend." he says, I shake my head and hug him. "Yoongi hyung." I say

He nods back and hugs me tightly.
I open my eyes and smile sadly.
I miss this feeling of my friend.
"What about we go to a place I knew?"
Said jungkook, me and yoongi nods.

We got into the car and drove to a familiar place.

"Remember this place?" they both say synced, I nod a small 'yes' they looked at each other before smiling brightly then anything. "We were here before, taehyung..You fell onto the ground." jungkook says.

I fall onto the grass and look at the stars on the skies. I smile giggling. "I'll see you again." I say and wiped my nose.

Yes I am dead but this is my mission, for them to forget me and live a long life. After my mission I get the chance to live a nice life too.

I clear my throat. I stand up jungkook looks at me worriedly and yoongi just looks at me blankly.
"What about you forget this taehyung? He deserves a good life, maybe he'll be happy to know your living a good life without thinking constantly of him."
They looked at me with wide eyes.

"How? I can't I miss taehyung so much..it's been a year since I saw him.
I can't." jungkook says. "Kookie, yoonie, forget about taetae..You won't forget him..but you'll live a long life."

To be continued...

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Oh seriously this is making me cry.. How could Writing be so sad. Ahh!!!

I wish taehyung's life will be good.
Also jungkook and the others.

Bye..:( wahhh