Im waiting for Superman❤

*Kiana's P.O.V*

"She's watching the taxi driver, he pulls away,She's been locked up inside her apartment a hundred days"

Today I woke up and the memories of last night came flooding back. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I immediately feel my throat tighten and my eyes burn with years. I've never experienced death... But I'm pretty sure this is sure as hell as close as I'm going to get. Maybe I am dying slowly , when Brendon walked out he took my heart with him. It's a beautiful disaster really. He has my heart and is killing me slowly but surely. If I am dying this is the way I want to go. Okay, I just woke up maybe I'm over reacting just a little but but anyways I miss the feeling of him being around me. I miss being able to roll over and feel his warmth. Or the the way he held a special look in his eye when he looked at me. I miss everything. I can see my life and everything I want, I can almost grab it but something stands in my way and that would be what happened last night. All I ever wanted was to eventually get married and have kids one day with Brendon and live a generally happy life. But one party changed my life forever.

"She says, "Yeah, he's still coming, just a little bit late.He got stuck at the laundromat washing his cape."
She's just watching the clouds roll by and they spell her name Like Lois Lane. And she smiles, oh the way she smiles."

I look out the window to see that it's a rainy day and they is rain falling down onto the earth below. The clouds are dark and almost black. It's weird really, because the weather matched my mood. I'm waiting for my superman to come and rescue me but he'll never come because I've messed up and no one can save me know, not even from myself. I look out the window and smile, I know it's weird but I imagined Brendon being my superman and saving me from myself and all these feelings that are taking me down to rock bottom. But why would he? I hurt him and I didn't even explain I just stood their frozen in fear of loosing him.. And I just hurt myself. I decide I have to call Brendon and explain. I call him multiple times and he doesn't answer... I call one more time and he picks up... I smile just hearing his voice... But I quickly frown because is voice is raw like he's been crying.. I finally speak and say," Brendon just let me explain..." I am taken back by him screaming at me. He screams," WHY? YOU'VE DONE HURT ME ENOUGH!!! NOW YOU HAVE TO VALL AND MAKE THINGS WORSE...PLEASE DON'T I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE ITS ALREADY HARD ENOUGH..." He thens hangs up the phone. I drop the phone to the ground and fall soon after. I lay in the floor feeling the worse pain that I've ever felt. I can't breath, blink, talk, or move. I'm paralyzed with pain. I'm lay on the floor unable to even cry. My eyes burn and my throat is raw. I sit there for awhile drowning in the pain accompany me... Pulling me under. I finally am able to cry I get up and walk to me bed and cry.. I don't want to be alive anymore... It's not worth it without Brendon... I lay there and cry until they are no more tears to cry.
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A/N: SO GUYS I LOVED WRITING THIS CHAPTER AND IM GOING TO START DOING KIANA AND BRENDON'S POV.... WILL THEY MAKE IT OR WILL THEY CRASH IN BURN.....? READ ON GO FINF OUT!!