♡ Long Lost Lover- Felix FF Male Reader ♡

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Previously 💜

Felix's vision was blurry. He could barely see anything. Instead of feeling hot and all drenched in sweat, the poor boy felt very cold. His breathing was too slow, the paramedics had an Oxygen Mask on him, hoping Felix would pull through so no serious actions would have to be taken. Felix felt dizzy as if he were spinning around, his eyes growing heavy as they shut close. The paramedic was about to take the boy and call an ambulance, but Felix gripped onto the male's shirt and shook his head, slowly sitting up and tiredly removing the mask from his mouth. "O...okay..I'm okay..No hospital.."
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Felix's fellow members urged him to go get a check up the next morning as soon as they got to the dorms or atleast let them call a doctor to make sure he's okay, but of course, he refused and shook his head. "Guys, I'm fine. I just pushed myself too much. It isn't serious so you don't have to worry." Jeongin whined and took Felix's hands, literally begging him like the smol cutie he is. "Please hyung~ Just a small check up!" "....No." Everyone facepalmed, including you. You raised your paw and just. Hit your nose. All of the boys chuckled at your actions, Felix smiling and picking you up as he took you to his and Chans shared room.

You and Felix laid together on his bed, Chan on his, listening to some music from his phone. Felix bit his lip and nervously scratched his neck before standing up and walking to Chan's bed, sitting on the edge and patting his leg. "Chris?" He spoke using his english, Chan taking off his headphones, knowing this was a serious matter. "Yeah?" Felix looked around before clearing his throat with a sigh. "You ever wonder what Y/N is doing today?..." Chan knew Felix would bring this up sooner or later, frowning and thinking for a few. "I don't know lix. Maybe he's out there, in his room, writing fanfics. You know how he was." Felix shook his head and stood up, digging through a couple of drawers before taking out a Polaroid picture. "We were only 15 in this photo..who would've known that in two years all of this was gonna happen."

Flashback

"FELIXXXXXXXX!!!" You yelled, running down the school hallways and jumping onto your boyfriends back, receiving a grunt. "Y/N~" Felix miserably mumbled back. "Cmonnn be happy~ We have a date tomorrow!" "Ne ne I know cutie." Felix smiled and held onto your legs while the two of you walked out of the school with your smol self on his back. You guys met up with the others under a tree, Woojin chasing the others for stealing his glasses. "OI GIVE ME BACK MY GLASSES YOU COWARDS!" "NEVERRRRR" Seungmin squealed and gave Woojin's glasses to Chan, and oh was Woojin so unlucky. He knew how fast Chan was and just sighed, walking over to you and Felix in defeat. "Woah Woojin hyung, you look so different without your glasses!" Woojin, about to thank you, shrieked as he was tackled to the ground by Chan, groaning loudly as his cheek was pressed against the ground. "Ow.." Chan smiled and stood both of them up, cupping Woojin's cheeks and placing his glasses back onto his eyes. "There." The younger patted Woojin's head and turned to talk with Changbin.

Oh how you loved your hyungs and dongsaengs. You were never separated from them because well. You've all been together for years. From Pre-K, to kindergarten, to 6th grade, and so on. All of you couldn't bare to be apart and all of your parents knew each other which was pretty cool.

The Next Day
6:30 PM

Felix sobbed into Changbin's chest as he felt and heard his phone buzzing. It was definetly Y/N worried for him. The nine of them finally got into JYP. They were going to be trainees. But becoming a trainee came with a cost. You wouldnt be able to see your family or friends for awhile. It might be years till you would ever see them again. So Felix had to do what was best and break things off with his lover. Not...exactly though. He was gonna just. Disappear. Sort of like ghosting. He dreaded the feeling of being apart from Y/N and so did the others, letting out a few tears as well. This won't be the last time Felix sees Y/N though. He'll make sure of it.

End Of Flashback

Felix shakily sighed, trying to hold his tears in, but couldn't bare to look at his old lovers face. It hurt him to much. He fell on his knees and gripped onto the photo, beginning to quietly sob as tears started to flow like a waterfall. "Y-Y/N I-im sorry.." Chan bit his lip and watched his heartbroken dongsaeng, getting up from his bed and going over to him, crouching down and pulling Felix into his embrace, now crying with him. The other members heard some noises and decided to check for themselves, noticing the picture Felix had in his hands, immediately starting to cry as well and soon, all of them were hugging and sobbing together.

You were utterly shocked. You felt numb. That was Felix. That was Chan. That was Woojin. Those were your friends. You wanted to shift back and yell that YOU were Y/N. You've been with them this entire time. But you couldn't. Not after this. You barked, whimpered, whined and walked over to the boys as your ears were pinned to the back of your head. Felix weakly chuckled and wiped his tears, but that only made more come down, some even hitting onto your fur. "I-im okay buddy..we're all okay..how about we all do something, yeah?" The others were silent until Changbin spoke up. "Why don't we have a campfire...? We can all eat s'mores and marshmallows, talk about memories..?"

Everyone liked the sound of the idea, none of the boys really good at dealing with emotions so they decided to leave it at that, hoping tonight at the campfire they would have a good time.

To be Continued

Hiiiiiiii. I hope this was a good chapter and hopefully you enjoyed it. Ily and keep on a look out for the next chapter 💜💜💜💜💜