I haven't talked to Joe since he had broke up with me, almost two months ago. Since that I got a job in H&M, I really love working there plus I can buy clothes way cheaper. When I have time I hang out with Jason, we talked about the things and he said he'll always be my friend but he's a little disappointed. Cassie became my best friend we can talk about everything, we share our secrets... except one, I think I might be pregnant, I haven't got my period since I slept with Jackson, but I had unprotected sex with Joe too, so I'm pretty fucked up.
Next week is already November and I'm going to my old town to meet my friends. I'm so heartbroken, I know I fucked this up this shit, but I really miss him. I texted and called her but I think he blocked my number. Jason said he was really sad and angry so at a party he had a one night stand with... Cara Jackson's ex. I don't think it was accidental, he did it because he wanted to hurt Jackson, but after that Jackson finally broke up with her . By the way since the accident, we're still friends and we hang out cause I can't do anything, I really miss Joe but, only when I'm with Jack I can think about anything else then him.
I decided to tell Cassie that I might be pregnant, because I can't keep this secret. We met after work and school. I said her to meet me in the Starbucks cause I want to eat something before I go home to my family and my mom's new boyfriend Mike. I was at the Starbucks and I ordered a brownie and chocolate chip cookies, plus a latte. When Cassie arrived she thought I ordered for her too...it was awkward. Cassie: Oh hey girl, you ordered cookies for me? You're so sweet. How was the work? Luna: Hii, yeah sure I order those for you.- awkaaard, I wanted them so bad.- It was great we got the new Friends collection, it will be available next week, but I already got my hoodie. - I showed her. Cassie: WOW it's cool I need one too, so we could twining. Luna: I'll get one for you tomorrow. Cassie: I thought you just work weekly 3 days. Luna: I asked Bill to raise my days to 5, cause I had to much free time. By the way how's Joe? Cassie: Well actually he was "fine" at first, he went out and stuff, but two weeks ago he never left his room, just for school but he skipped a lots of days. He seems depressed, he always watches the picture of you guys. Luna: Fuck. I miss him so much, I really fucked this up. But Cassie I have to tell you something, and you can't tell anyone especially Jason. Cassie: Okay!? Luna: I might be pregnant... Cassie: Whaat? Omg is the baby Joe's or Jackson's? - she said it too loud I looked around and fuck who I've seen... of course that hoe, Cara. I think she heard us, I hope she will keep her mouth shut. Luna: I have no idea I'm not even sure I'm pregnant. Cassie: Okay let's go the drugstore and buy sticks.
We went to the drugstore and then to Cassie's cause I hate being at home. I told her I want to be alone while I'm peeing but then she can come in after. I just sat there I couldn't thinking, I felt depressed and alone and everything bad emotion hit me. Luna: You can come in Cassie Cassie: What's the result girl? Luna: I don't know I want you to check it out, but we have 1 more minutes. Cassie: How will you find out who's the baby daddy? Luna: I have no idea, but I'm not sure I'm pregnant...so just wait, I don't want to think about it. Time's up! Cassie: I want to hold your hand. She held my hand while she turned the stick to the other side to see the result. I couldn't figure it out how she feels, cause I couldn't see her face. Cassie: Luna...- she couldn't even speak.- You're gonna be a mommy. How are you feel about it?
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Luna: Well I'm not happy, but I obviously won't have an abortion. Because this little guy is mine and Joe's or Jackson's.... I hope it's Joe's. Cassie: When will you tell them? Luna: I have no idea, Joe doesn't even speak to me. But Jackson is always there for me since I was 9. Cassie: At least we have to tell Jason. Somebody knocked on the door. Jason: What do you want to tell me? Luna: Please wait outside.- I said but he came in. Jason: Cassie what's that in your hand? I'm gonna be a dad? But we used protection. Whaat? Luna: Jasooon, no I don't wanna hear it. It's mine. Jason: What the actually fuck? Who's the dad? Luna: I don't know I just find out I'm pregnant. Jason please don't tell your brother. Pinky promise. Jason: Pinky promise. I don't know if I should congratulate to you, are you happy? Luna: Not the best timing, but I'm okay with it. Even though I don't really like kids. Guys I'm really sorry, but now I have to leave.
