Beautiful || Min Yoongi

-part 12-

"Y/N!! Hobi and Tae want you to play hide and seek with us." He shouted while also laughing. "Do i have to Jungkook?" You did but you didn't at the same time.

"Yes now come on." Jungkook suddenly grabbed you by the wrist which caused you to flinch and shout.

"AHH, fuck!" Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook all looked at you. "I didn't grab you that hard Y/N." You just sat there realising you have fucked up.

"I swear i didn't grab you that hard." Jungkook kept stating. "I know you didn't Kookie, Y/N care to explain?" Yoongi looked directly at you as if he knew what you did.

"I just have a s-sore arm that's all." That was the only thing you could think to say but they all knew what you've done.

"You did it again didn't you?" Jungkook said with a sad tone. You didn't answer him, you just looked away.

Yoongi places his face in the palm of his hands in disappointment. "I told you not to do it again Y/N." Yoongi said.

"I'm sorry..." You replied. Yoongi just sighed, as he had no idea what to say to this.

"I'm gonna go upstairs and lie down for a bit." You said while exiting the room. "Okay, see you later." Yoongi and Namjoon said.

You made your way upstairs into Yoongi's room and lied down. You went on your phone for about 30 minutes.

Minutes had passed until you heard someone come up the stairs and come into Yoongi's room. It was Jin.

He came over and sat beside you. "You know, were all really concerned about you Y/N, we know what your doing and it's not healthy." Jin explained.

"I just c-can't help myself, it's not my fault!" You argued back. "Don't be getting angry, we just want what's best for you." Jin said calmly.

"There is no best for me! I'm nothing Jin! Nothing will change how i feel about myself!" You could feel yourself start to tear up a little but you held them back.

"Your not nothing Y/N! You mean everything to us, you don't know how happy we are to have a friend like you who exists."

"But that's the thing, i don't wanna exist! You don't know how much i want to fucking kill myself and how many times i've tried too!! I j-just don't understand why i'm here!..." You screamed

You couldn't hold your tears back anymore and suddenly you felt multiple tears down your cheeks.

Jin immediately gave you a hug, and whispered "Your not going to try that again, we couldn't bare to loose you Y/N." Jin said.

One thing you didn't know is that the boys could hear everything from downstairs. After a while Jin left you alone and went downstairs to see the boys.

As soon as Jin got downstairs all the boys looked at him. "You guys heard everything didn't yous?" Jin said not surprised.

"Yeah, pretty much." Namjoon and Jimin replied.

"We never thought she hated herself that much." Taehyung said disappointed. "By the sounds of it she's really unhappy." Jimin says.

Yoongi suddenly exited the room and went upstairs to see you. You heard someone come upstairs but you only realised it was Yoongi when he walked in through the door crying.

"Y-Yoongi what's wr- he cut you off my giving you a hug while sobbing on your shoulder.

"I-i dont want you to be unhappy anymore, i d-don't want you to feel t-this way." He said between sobs.

"It's okay Yoongi, i'll feel better soon." Yoongi just continued to hug you. He eventually let go and looked at you in the eyes.

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Yoongi-ah🤥
i love him so much❤️

Salanghae💜
사랑해💜