Experience Journal (Creepypasta)

Problems~

OK, first of all, just so that I can narrow down the people who are reading this to only the people who care/need this information, I'll just say this.

If you don't believe me or if you don't know what the hell I'm talking about, please just leave. I don't need any hate and I don't need people to fall into this messed up wormhole. I am not afraid to say my honest and true opinion so if you don't like that then just go. I'm tired of this and I want answers. Actually, no, I NEED answers.

This book will basically be where I gather information and sometimes vent if I need to. I will provide evidence IF I CAN. If there isn't any evidence then I wont blame you if you don't believe me.

First of all, I am not saying my real name for privacy reasons but you can call me Maddie. I will probably tell you my age later on but for now just use your imagination.

The origins of my story started when I was 5 and I began having problems with my breathing and having chest pains. Now, this is when I was 5, I could not have hit puberty at that age. I mean, I could've but I didn't, and that's a fact. 

Anyway, I began having problems with my health and I went to the doctor multiple times but all of them said i was fine, which didn't make sense. 

At that time I also lost one of my favorite teddy bears and was pretty bummed. I guess because I had no one else to talk to I may have made an imaginary friend, but my memory is pretty hazy and I'm not sure. I do know that at night I would hide from this monster and play hide and seek. I guess I saw it as fun and every time it would be a different monster. Sometimes it would be a faceless monster, sometimes it had 4 eyes and tons of mouths. Sometimes it had one big eye, it really was just random and sometimes I feel like I may have made this up because it all seems surreal but I mean, I don't know. 

My memory is pretty weird and has been giving me a lot of flashbacks of things that seem odd or out of this world. 

I also have this weird memory of a time when I got lost at the park but when I looked around, there was absolutely no one. Despite it being so sunny and midday, and I swear I remember hearing people before I walked through this little wooded area. I looked around and there was no one. All I remember is that after getting lost and seeing no one I just followed this path until I saw this group of people and they all looked pretty human but there was something off. At the time I didn't see anything off about them but now that I look back I am pretty creeped out for some reason. 

Well, in the end one of the ladies in the group walked me back to my mum and like suspected, my mum just said "Oh, wow, just sit over there for now," The lady heard I think and she seemed a bit pissed at my mum's reaction but walked away nonetheless.

By the way, yes, I live with manipulative parents who always think they're fucking right and treat me like fucking shit. I just can't wait till I move out. But that's not important. I still have a shit ton of things about me that I'll need to tell you so that you get the whole situation but for now that's the beginning. There's still more to the beginning but consider this part 1.

I hope you didn't get bored of me.

Cya!

~Maddie