Kiss it Better

Despodent

BLAAAAAAG!!!

He hit the table one more time.

"I'm not your pet Beam! You can't just leave in alley then just pick me back up when you change your mind! I'm a human being! I'm fucking Jaturapoom Jamornhum! I have my pride, Beam!!!" His right palm hitting his chest.

🎶 Man, fuck your prife
Just take it on back boy🎶

"Damn that pride of yours Forth! Here I am swallowing mine! I'm already begging you to take me back! Because I need you back! You said it yourself, I'm your happiness! And you are mine too!" Raising my voice to match his because that's the only way to get my point across.

"It's not that simple, Beam." His voice returning to normal. "You left me. That's a hard fact." he followed sternly.

🎶 Take it back all night
Just take it on back 🎶

My heart broke again when he said that. I know, this was all my fault. My tears that I thought were all dried up once more flowed down my cheeks.

"I-if y-you want... you can just take me back tonight. I will be your Beamie all through the night, Forth." I said in between sobs.

"What nonsense are you saying Beam?"

🎶 Mmm do what you gotta do
Keep me up all night🎶

I hold his hand. "You can fuck me senseless like old times. We can cuddle after our rough sex. We can make out then make love again through the morning." Tears still streaming on my face.

"Heh!" Removing his hands from mine. "Make love huh? What makes you think I still love you Beam?!" His eyes burning with fury.

🎶 Hurting vibe man
and it hurts inside
when I look into your eye🎶

I couldn't take it anymore. I hugged him.

"I'm sorry Forth. This is all my fault." I whimpered. "It hurts me more to know that I hurt you. It hurts looking at your eye and seeing the pain that I have caused you..."

I lost it. I cried. I felt so miserable because I hurt the love of my life. I always knew I did but seeing it in person... seeing it in his forlorn eyes. It stabbed my heart a million times.

"This talk is going nowhere. I-I'm out of here." he stuttered.

As he was standing up, I held his right hand due to my panic. "No! No Forth! Please! Don't leave without taking me back!"