After an hour or so Nessa woke up wrapped in joshs arms. She felt so happy to be there with someone that made her happy and her daughter. She is really starting to like Josh and meeting him in person for the first time is just making her like him more. He is the sweetest guy who says the right thing and is so supportive to her. She doesn't want to scare him off because she is a mom and she has to support her daughter and herself. And Lav just needs her. Nessa decided that she was going to post a picture of Lavender onto her Instagram and screw the people who are saying bad shit. She spent the next little while writing it out.
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Nessaabarrett: this really isn't the way that I pictured doing this at all but I feel like now is the right time to do it. You guys are a very big part of my life besides school and family. But the biggest part of my life I have hid for the last year or so. I would have loved to tell you guys when it was happening but I was so scared about judgment and people saying that I'm a bad influence which I am not if you think that I am or think of me different then you can leave my page. Because I love my life and the people that are in it. All I want is support truly. First off I am a teen mom. I know I know it's really unexpected for me especially a 17 year old girl being a mom psh what was she thinking. Well as many would say I was being a stupid teenager I wasn't. Right above is my beautiful, cute, funny, and overall most amazing thing in the world named Lavender Marie Barrett. She is about to be 10 months old next week but yes I know for u math people I had her at 15 almost 16. I love her with my whole heart and I always will. I'm so thankful for the people that have supported me and loved me and her. Second off I don't condone having sex at a young age at all if you want to do it go ahead but don't blame me. I would never say that my own daughter was a mistake because she wasn't she was brought on this earth to fix my life and to fill her life with love. I know there will be plenty of questions in the comments and I will be answering the questions that I feel comfortable asking. I am still at Social Bash and I'm with Lavender I will still be having my meetup and she will be with me. Thank you guys and I love all of you💓 Liked by 297,662 people. User: wowwww I think it's cool User: wait I thought u were with josh User: is josh the father [ no josh isn't the father. Her father isn't in either of our lives. User: she looks adorable User: wow that just changed everything imma go [ then go love User: who is the father [ an asshole lmao but idc I got a beautiful daughter and some amazing people in my life User: Josh knows right? [ yes User: how did he take it [ actually out of everyone that I know personally like friends and family he took it the best for sure I'm very thankful User: how did u keep it hidden for so long [ when I was pregnant I would always wear hoodies and make tik toks wearing hoodies and only the upper part of my body. And for the past almost 10 months I just have been taking it day by day User: r u and josh together [ I'm seeing this question a lot and I'm not really scared to answer it. Me and josh are figuring things out it doesn't mean that we are dating or we aren't. He loves Lavender and has been an amazing support system for me so @joshrichardzz thank you. So to answer your question idk
After answering a few questions from the comments Josh had gotten up. He grabbed his phone and after a few minutes kissed Nessas shoulder. "I'm proud of you." He said. "Thank you I hope you don't mind it that I had answered that comment about us." She said. "I mean it's different if it wasn't the truth. U know that I like you and to me it doesn't change if Lavender is in the picture or not. Like you said we can only take things day by day and see where it goes." Josh said. She smiled and turned around kissing Josh. "I should probably get back downstairs before the boys start wondering things but come down when you are ready and text me." He said kissing her. She nodded her head. He walked around the bed and gave Lav a soft kiss on her forehead. He smiled at her as he walked out of her room.
