The Fae's Chance

Chapter 12

Thomas's POV ♤

It's been two days since the fiasco. 

They won't let me spend a day for myself, to get my head straight. At least they let me pick who I preferred to be with. I was a bit scared Axel at the moment. Not necessarily what he did, but how I reacted to it.

The whole experience made me realize how much I crave their touch. It's like I want to be near them physically, but mentally I want to stab them with a fork. I'm so lost.

They took me away from my family and friends, yet I can't hate them. At the very least I don't hate Mike, the hate more so goes to Axel. Then again I don't, really, hate Axel either some part of me actually enjoyed when he spanked me.

That scared me the most.

I didn't notice that I didn't hate it till we woke up again. I was secretly taking glances at him while he was making me food, and thinking that I wanted it to happen again. I don't want it as a punishment, and that scares me the most.

I snap out of my thoughts when a loud bang smacked my ear. If a large arm wasn't holding me still I would have fell off the couch I was currently sitting on. The noise wasn't unusual in a mansion full of Fae. They often dropped things, or were too loud in the bedroom during their "fun" time; as Mike likes to put it.

"What are you two doing?" Axel's voice boomed through the room.

When the fuck did he get here! Is he a bloody ninja?

We were watching Maleficent. Watching movies and painting was all I was really allowed to do at the moment, making the question kinda stupid. 

I didn't have to answer since Mike hasn't let me talk to Axel. I was thankful for the delay, but I knew it wouldn't last long. I know I have to talk to him soon. The mate bond made me crave his presence.

Might as well start now.

I struggled to get out of Mike's hold. He didn't even flinch as I clawed at his arm. After I gave him puppy dog eyes he relented and did what I wanted. 

"If he tries anything I'll sell him to a hunter." He told me, glaring to make sure his point got through. I knew then that the threat was serious.

I nodded and walked over to Axel. Grabbing on to his sleeve I tugged him out of the room. He followed me with a confused look, but didn't question or show any signs of refusal. 

I took him to my room. It had become a safe space, because they rarely bother me when I'm there. Though, they try their best to make sure I don't go into it during the day.

"H-hi" I just barely whisper. The nerves are starting to get to me.

"Hi" he smiled sadly as he said this. It was as though his guilt was drowning out the happiness of my broken silence.

"I wanted t-to talk about what h-happened."

His guilty eyes seemed to have fallen into a never ending pit of anger. I could tell it wasn't directed at me, but at himself. The only reason I knew it wasn't at me was because he set his left hand up to my face tenderly. In his eyes, at this moment, I was made of glass. I could be as easily broken as my window was only days before.

My emotions exploded. 

I ran towards him and hugged him very tightly to me. This mate bond is going to actually kill me. I want to punch him and kiss him at the same time. I want him to gently hold me, and vigorously pound into me at a punishable pace. 

"What is wrong with me?" I asked to no one in particular.

"Oh baby boy, you are absolutely perfect. Nothing is wrong with you, while everything is wrong with me. I will never hurt you again. I will never lay a hand on you unless you ask me too first, for the rest of my life till the day you reject me." He hugged me tighter and rambled more of his sweet nothings.