How do I get better if I don't know what to do!

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      When she was set down on a table she was slightly scared but she was told that she was gone for 9 months the other people she was familiar with but doesn't remember their names they were wondering how can she survive 9 months without food, water, and sleep she has a fast metabolism so it was likely impossible then a memory came into view but it was at the place she was trapped in their were people hurting her which made made Alisan start wanting to leave and run and hide so they don't hurt her again but she was held down they needed to sedate her so they can evaluate her and when they got their results they received memories too of what she went through when they were looking for her it was an awful sight to see they found out that she has trigger words which were.

Hate
Tired
Family
Liar
Traitor

They have to tell the therapist and the school's principal to have them avoid those words at all costs they don't know what will happen but they know it's bad as Alisan was getting cleaned up she twitched and then things flew around almost hitting the person who is caring for her then they noticed that she is crying with a angry expression on her face this is a new level of threat that they have to worry about.

"Do you believe ever since she was taken she was tortured straight away because she refused to help him?" "Yeah she usually keep things to herself so her relationship between Red Skull and her are out of the question until she is able to to talk about it right now she's our number one priority." The two scientists conversation continued to figure out her excuse on why she was gone for most of the school year but still passing.

      For a while now Alisan has relearned everything and now she is trying to enjoy what she has, she wasn't allowed to go on patrol alone she has to stay near an Avenger until they know for surely H.Y.D.R.A is no more so she was fine with it because she talk to them as she calms downs from her panic attacks she would tell them what she remembers from the first day of being there she remembers singing a song as she cried and given up basically since she had no way out and she told everyone how she survived the whole time which was she used to suffer from when she was a child by being forced to not eat, drink, or sleep then anger spiked in her head then yelled "How do I get better if I don't know what to do!" which caught everyone off guard then she was ok but not good when she gone back to normal when she went back to school Peter and Victoria are always in every class except their electives whenever she has a panic attack in class Victoria and Peter straight away go to her and calm her down telling her she's not in that place anymore she's safe and all of that when she's calms down enough to move her body they take her to the front of the school since one of the Avengers will pick her up and take her home so she can rest and calm down everyone is always scared whenever they leave her alone so they got an idea where they go pick a life size plushie so she can cuddle it and rest peacefully which worked a lot better they all gave her a life size Stitch Plushie and sometimes she uses it like a chair and have the arms wrap around her like it's protector from all harm which was cute they leave her alone in her room and close the door and head for the living room then started having a conversation.

"Did any of you guys caught her sing or hum to a song it's not the one when she was missing its a different song." Tony questioned everyone and they were thinking if they ever did until Natasha did.

"Oh I did catch her sing a song that had the same melody when she hums when she cooking herself food." "How did it go?" Tony asked.

"Open the door and walk away, never give in to the call of yesterday, memories that made those days sublime, these ruined halls entomb stolen time, reach for my hand and I'll soar away into the dawn I wish I could stay, here in cherished halls in peaceful days, I fear the edge of dawn knowing time betrays." Alisan sang and everyone was shocked that she was awake and she's calm but holding her Stitch Plushie in her arms they heard emotion coming from her heart in her voice and they had tears about to fall from their eyes they all went and hug her in which she dropped her plushie so she can hug them back and be less suffocating.

"You sing very beautifully Alisan do you want to perform for our upcoming event to show the world what we could do other than saving the world?" "Yes that could give me a chance for everyone to know I could sing to make others feel how the song feels or forget the bad things that happen to them recently." "That's awesome what song are you going to sing?" "Hmm, The heritors of Arcadia it's a beautiful song and if you want I can another song as a ending gift." "Yeah you should what song is it?" "Lost in thoughts its five minutes long to be exact but it's a very beautiful and good song." "I think that's great you should get some more rest sweetpea so you can play video games later we don't want you to mess up your decision making you don't want that?" "OK see ya everyone." Alisan said and took her plushie back to her room that she now has which means Peter gets to sleep in his own bed again.

      The day of the talent event Alisan said she is going to switch the songs to have Lost in thoughts the song she sings in the beginning of the event when she looked at the audience and she noticed that there are kids from her school and Flash is one of them she was ok with it but if she messes up he will start bullying her for it, she walks out to the stage to announce the event and then the orchestra started playing the melody of the song Lost in thoughts.

"You are the ocean's gray waves destined to seek life beyond the waters out of reach." as Alisan continues to sing she started to put emotion in the song more and when it got certain point a couple of people started crying they felt the emotion of the song when she was done she walked off the stage and handed the stage to Peter and he did the same thing because he wanted to counter balance the sadness with happiness in her last song its actually both so they continued on with the event and it reached the end of the event now she's going to sing heritors of Arcadia and everyone applauded to her performances and everyone that wanted Alisan to autograph their items she gladly signed them when she got to Flash she was polite to him because if I'm nice he has to be nice back he handed me a drawing I gave him for his birthday since I really didn't know what he liked so I drew a him as a warrior since because he bullies for his personal reason that involves hiding his true feelings so he can defend himself from the verbal abuse I grabbed it and signed it and I smiled a very genuine smile and said have a nice night and he left without saying a word he waved bye and continued to walk away.

"Why are you nice to Flash?" "I don't need to talk to him to know what he's going through I can see it by how he acts, speak, and his choice of words to each person he talks to" "He's just faking it and used his bullying as a coping mechanism from verbal abuse." Peter explained and Alisan nodded and she leaned on him and closed her eyes, 'she probably tired from the event since she did talk to a lot of people today' Peter thought and Tony noticed it and he picked Alisan up and carried her to the car and have her lie down on his lap in the vehicle the whole way home Tony was petting her hair since it very soft and looked like silk even the red part of her hair seems like it too when everyone got inside Natasha took Alisan off of Tony's arms and she took Alisan to her room so she can change her out of her attire to something comfy so Alisan can feel comfortable then grabbed Stitch and lied Alisan down in her bed with her big plushie all cozy and relaxed, Nat left the room and the lights automatically turned out the lights and is the end of a fun day they all shared.

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