𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤

ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ

Warmth.

Warmth was all Taehyung felt. The warmth of Jungkook's lips on his. The warmth of Jungkook's hand holding the nape of the neck softly. Taehyung melted right into his touch, and he swore that this feeling was one of the best he's ever felt and he didn't want it to end. He didn't question it. He didn't want to because he knew that soon enough Jungkook would realize what was happening and who knows what would happen by then. Taehyung leaned in deepening the kiss and brought one of his hands to cup Jungkook's face and his other hand softly lingered holding onto Jungkook's back.

Jungkook pulled Taehyung closer to him moving further onto the bed, making Taehyung's heart race because he didn't know where this was going to go. Jungkook's hands slowly travelled towards Taehyung's back slipping under the fabric of his shirt and continuing to trace his fingers across the delicate soft skin. Jungkook then started to kiss Taehyung's neck seductively and Taehyung felt his face redden. He'd never done this with anyone, ever. It was equally terrifying, just as it was also such a rush. Taehyung could feel Jungkook's hands take hold of his shirt before feeling it slip over his head. To say Taehyung was terrified was an understatement.

Jungkook then started to leave soft kisses along Taehyung's chest all while moving further down. Taehyung's heart was beating so fast, he thought he was bound to have a heart attack. This was all so quick, so sudden. It was too sudden and Taehyung realized this was not what he wanted. He didn't want a quick hookup that the two of them were going to regret. He wanted something real, something genuine but he was almost positive Jungkook didn't want that. Up until this point Taehyung didn't even consider the idea of Jungkook possibly liking men but considering what was currently happening, he realized the idea might not be so crazy. "Wait.. stop for a second." Taehyung breathed out and immediately Jungkook froze and then sat up starring at Taehyung with regretful eyes.

"I'm sorry.. I don't.. I don't know why I did that." Jungkook stuttered out. "Fuck I'm sorry Tae. I'm such an idiot, what the fuck did I do." Jungkook said softly before sitting more upright and scratching at the back of his head with an obvious blush flushing over him.

"You're not an idiot." Taehyung said softly moving a little closer towards Jungkook. Taehyung hesitantly grabbed Jungkook's hand and intertwined their fingers. Jungkook smiled softly looking down at their intertwined hands before reaching in and kissing Taehyung on the forehead softly. "I think we need to talk about us.. I mean we just kissed.. friends don't kiss, do they?" Taehyung asked aloud genuinely unsure which just made Jungkook giggle as he admired how adorable Taehyung looked.

"Friends don't usually kiss." Jungkook assured a confused Taehyung.

"Okay.. so what does that make us?" Taehyung asked unable to hide the worry in his voice and Jungkook froze, completely unsure where their relationship stood.

"I don't know." Jungkook said softly not wanting to lie, and Taehyung just hummed softly to himself. "But I do know that I don't wanna be friends.." Jungkook said and Taehyung's heart sank and he softly bit at his lip. Jungkook immediately caught on and his eyes widened before he stumbled out an apology. "Wait no. Fuck, that's not what I meant. I mean it is what I meant but not like that. I just meant I think I want to be more than friends.." Jungkook said his voice soft, and Taehyung could tell he was nervous and probably terrified as well. This was so new, so sudden for the both of them and they didn't know how to deal with this situation.

"I understand.. and I think I want the same thing." Taehyung said shyly. Jungkook looked up and smiled at him in admiration and then found himself starring at Taehyung's lips. Taehyung knew Jungkook was starring at his lips and he felt himself start to blush lightly. He giggled softly to himself before covering his face with his hands and leaning into Jungkook's chest. Taehyung's giggle was so infectious that Jungkook found himself giggling too before wrapping his arms around him and leaning down to kiss the top of his head. Taehyung then sat upright before ruffling at his hair a little, a habit he tended to do when he was nervous.