The sun shone through the curtains of the ward. Still deeply sound asleep, Wooyoung gripped tightly on the hand besides him. To whom the owner of the hand was intently staring at him. San was frantic last night as he heard about the accident.
He left everything and rushed to Wooyoung and he remembered how panicked he was. It was like a string in his heart snapped, waking him up from his act of egoistic ignorance.
He felt a sense of satisfaction with the fact that Wooyoung was still gripping on his hand until now as if he was keeping him safe. Which is true. He came because he knew, as much as Wooyoung tried to act fine in front of him, he is terrified of last night's accident. San knew him well, he get shocked often.
His heart clenched as he studied Wooyoung's vulnerable frame. His eyes landed on his lips and it distracted him for a while before realizing Wooyoung's beautiful eyes fluttered open.
"Sanie? " he looked up meeting San's eyes who looked down at him humming a response.
"you don't need to stay. Im totally fine.
I could've just slept alone" he explained as he didn't expected the other to stay with him the whole night.
A blush crept up Wooyoung's cheeks as he realized he told San to leave while still tightly gripping on his hand as if his life depended on it.
After a while of just staring into space the mood turns murky again as Wooyoung remembered what happened before the accident. A sigh came out of his lips as he thought of something that he has been blocking out of his mind lately. He wants to make it clear.
All these time since he moved here, San has been confusing him more and more as time goes on. He wants nothing but San to just let him hold his hand like this but he wants to make everything clear. He was fed up.
Maybe i should just drop this Wooyoung thought as he realized he needs to come back to reality. He finally released San's hand from his and looked deep into the other's eyes.
I'll get this through all at once he thought.
" San, uhm im sorry. I guess i expected something that is not meant to happen. I lov-liked you. Though i only realized it when you left but i really do.
But i know you don't feel the same. I guess now i should stop. You don't have to feel like you need to take care of me. Just because i used to be your friend.
This really hard for me to say. But I'll try to not be a burden to you. I'll try to forget about how i feel. It's the best for the both of us. Im sorry."
A tear threatened to fall as Wooyoung poured out his heart content for the first time. He loved him. There is no doubt to that and he was sure that it was not the same for San. He was just an old friend that came back into his life trying to be a burden.
San wants to scream out of frustration as Wooyoung thought wrong of his feelings. It was not true. Ever since he left Wooyoung, his life was a mess. Since the start it was always about Wooyoung. Even until now. It baffles him to listen how his feelings was misunderstood. He loved Wooyoung since he could even remember.
Even after years of not seeing each other, the first day Wooyoung came back to his side San was contemplating of just claim him to be his. The wrongs in his side was that he contemplated too long that now Wooyoung thought he didn't like him.
He was just..scared.. Scared of getting to wrecked because he knew the only person who could completely wrecked him inside is Wooyoung. He didn't want to lose his self.
"my parents will arrive soon. I think you should leave now" Wooyoung's voice was strained as he held back a cry.
"San make it easier for me" he cried out.
"please"
The sound of chairs been dragged out can be heard faintly. San stood up finally got out of his thoughts.
"I'll leave for now, but don't get it up your head that im gone forever.
Im sorry if i never made it clear to you. Im not good at words.
You're mine. Get that into your head."
San headed towards the door slightly raging as he was feeling too much emotion that the only result out is rage. He hated himself for being a coward these whole time. Before stepping out of the ward, he said left out one more words,
"and i never gave you permission to forget about me. "
And then he left.
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