"Paps, andyan na si Bei oh. Kailan mo ba talaga liligawan?"
Anton whispers to me as we watch Bea walks through the exit. Kanina ko pa sya pinapanood sa malayuan mula nang dumating ako.
Its been a long months since i last saw her. Ang tagal na rin mula noong gabing halos magpakaawa ako kila Maki to let me talk to her 'cause she decided to let go of me.
"Soon."
I answer Anton not leaving my gaze to Ysa. I saw her wipe her tears while she hold the door.
Who made her cry? Kaya ba nakarami sya ng bote ng alak kanina?
I stand up. I follow her.
I saw her saying sorry to people na nababangga nya. She's heading to the parking lot.
Shit, Ysa who hurt you this time? Hindi kita pinakawalan para saktan lang ni Aj o ng kahit na sino lang.
You were so happy last valentines right?
This time, this place misused, mistakes
Too long, too late, who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
"Oh my God!"
Patty shouted when i spilled the glass of wine at the table.
"Sorry po nasagi lang."
The waiter immediately come to us and clean my mess.
I saw it with my two eyes. Aj reach Ysa's hand. Ysa is looking at him intently.
'Yong tingin na 'yon dati sa'kin nya binibigay eh. Pero ngayon sa ibang tao na.
"Thirds are you okay?" Patty asks me. I can sense that she's really concern.
"Yah, im okay. What makes you think im not?" I smiled at her.
"They are leaving."
I look at their table again. True enough, inalalayan ni Aj si Ysa. What a romantic date for this valentines day. Aj is wearing a formal wear and Ysa is wearing a white dress. Ngayon ko lang nakita si Ysa na magdress. Aj must be so special to her by now.
"Who Patty?" Maang-maangan kong tanong sa babaeng kaharap ko ngayon.
Patrice Quijano, she's a beauty queen. I met her at one of the charity ball i attended last year. We clicked and we hang out together. I like her as a person. Ideal girl nga sabi ni Manong. My family met her too. Im not totally courting her but i guess we are dating.
Cause you know you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along and I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
I wanna work this out. Me and Patty
Bea is having Aj around. I saw it in social media. There is one time I saw them at UPTC. Aj is holding Bea's hand while saying something. They are eating ice cream pa nga. Magkakilala na kami ni Patty noon but not yet dating.
Hindi naman pwedeng si Bea lang ang magiging masaya. I just want to try if i could too kasi sa totoo lang naaawa na ko sa sarili ko.. Its been 3 years since that night happened.
Para akong tanga na naghahabol kay Ysa for almost a year through chat, texts or calls. I even followed her to her games or trainings just to talk to her pero iniiwasan nya ko. I stop on contacting her just to give her the space but i never stop loving her.
