The story of us

Drama

Ryan has been gone for six months now, Cassy dumped me, my brother died in a car wreck, and my mom is very very very sick. Doctors say she has a year, oh an shys dad who she doesn't even no has lung cancer.
All Shy and I have been doing us moping around. I can't sleep at all, shy has been staying in my room on the floor because we are both soso depressed. I remeber shy telling me she missed Ryan, and that she missed my brother, she held him when he waz a baby and babysat him whenever needless to say they were very close.
"Joey?" shy asked me dragging me out of my thoughts. It was about 9:00 at nite.
"Shy?" And with that she broke down crying.
"Come here." I say scooting over in my bed.
"I never wanted to meet him after what he did to Lara, he is terrible and sick and maybe he needs to die i never-" she says sobbing into my chest.
"Shy you don't mean that..... Yes he made a mistake but maybe you-"
"A mistake? Ha a mistake!" She says geting off my chess.
"Shy I-......"
"No I don't need to hear it." She says placeing her finger on my lips.then she lay down beside me looking at me.
"What, are you ok?" I ask
"None in your house is ok." She says looking up at me.
"I just want to get my mind off everything." I say scooting closer to her.
"Me too." she says.
In a blink are faces are close relly close. We stare into eatchothers eyes for a long moment until she leans in even closer her nose touching mine. I can feel the warmth of her breath. Then she leans in and her lips meet mine.