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Three months later
" Abby !!" Cameron shouts from downstairs
I groan and act like I'm sleeping
I hear him and someone else mumbling in front of my bedroom door
Bet it's Karma
Me and joey haven't talked in a long time ago
He's been such a dick to me
I heard rumors about him dating Miss Emily
Some said that he's back to that ugly bitch
And some said ... he's on an open relationship
" Abby " Cameron opens the door and sits down next to me as I keep my eyes closed
He sighs " I know you're not sleeping "
I keep quiet , " Abby , I know everything "
" what do you know Cameron " I turn around and look at him
He takes a deep breath " I know what's going on at school , I know you aren't sick , I know everything and you can't keep this up " he says
A tear falls down my cheek and I wipe it immediately before he notices " I can't go to school and see joey with another girl " I can't help but cry when I imagine it
Sebastian walks in and look at me " she needs a doctor " he chuckles and walks out
" look , I'm worried about you " he says
" I'm taking you to school tomorrow " he adds
" but-" I say
" Abby you didn't go to school for a month now !" He interrupts me
He's right , I can't keep hiding
No escape from reality , it sucks but I have to stay strong " fine I'm going " I say
" alright now get ready " he stands up
" but it's 9:00 am " I say as I can feel my heart starts racing , I'm not ready I was lying
" yeah I know , your school is 5 minutes away " he gets out my room
I walk into the bathroom and wash my face , I can do it
No I can't
Fuck
I wear my black hoodie and black leggings , and my white shoes
I take my phone from my night stand and shove it inside my backpack
I walk downstairs and say my good morning
" Abby we haven't seen you in a long time " Sebastian says
I roll my eyes at him
" he's right , you've been in your room for weeks , we've missed you " Cole says
Cole has been so nice to me... and Sebastian is the exact opposite
Did I forget to mention that I'm already 18 , and I didn't celebrate this year
I've changed.. a lot
This city has tough me a lot of things
I'm not the old Abby anymore
" okay let's go " Cameron says as I walk out the house with him
I walk into the building and everyone I know was staring at me , this is so awkward
I walk into my class and take a deep breath
I spot joey's sitting with a new girl
He looks at me and I look away , I sit down next to Brandon and he smiles " hey "
" hey " I smile back
" we've missed you " he winks at me
" I don't think so " I look at joey then sigh
" he's not dating her " he looks at miss Emily while walking into the room
" I know , but I'm sure he's dating someone " I say
" I don't know , I hate joey " he says
" facts " I say as the bell rings and we start writing down notes
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It's break time and I'm not hungry at all
I actually lost weight , more than 10 kg I guess
And it's all because of joey , the love of my life
Who doesn't give a damn about me
I walk into the cafeteria and sit down on my own and I pray that no one notices my presence
Gosh I'm such a broken bitch
" hey " Jacob sits next to me
Fuck
" hey " I fake a smile
" how are you doing " he asks
" pretty good " I sigh
He looks at joey and the new girl then at me " what's wrong ?"
" I actually don't know why did he do that to me " I try not to sob on this table now
He rubs my back " it's alright Abby "
I put my head on his chest and start to cry " I'm fine"
He hugs me tight and I could feel all the eyes are on me
I hate when everyone pays attention to me
He pulls out the hug " look why don't you sit next to me on the next period ?"
" yea " I rub my eyes
" now why don't you wipe these tears off and eat your lunch ?"
" alright " I sigh
He kisses my forehead and smiles " I swear to god he doesn't deserve a tear from your beautiful eyes "
I blush " wow that's not true "
" damn isn't it ?"
